Casey Cozy Home

Just got home after bringing Happie for walk walk.

On my way back home, met two ah bengs walking past us & one made a comment:

"CB, so big!" (should know what CB means so no need to elaborate huh)

Sigh~~~ I'm DEFINITELY pissed off!

Really cannot stand such a shallow & ignorant remark. Two reasons for that.

Firstly, why must an ah beng always starts his sentence with CB all the time? Jealous he doesn't have huh? Or is it a symbolic term for ah bengs? Sounds so uneducated... & to put it in an ugly way, CRUDE!

Secondly, before you make any comments, can you please build up your knowledge first! If my Happie is considered as a big dog, then Alaskan Malamute is what? Giant???

I believe he won't even know what is an Alaskan Malamute or even ever seen one before. *faint*

Sigh~~~ PATHETIC life.

Government is spending so much money developing libraries & it's obvious that that guy never fully utilise them.

Anyway, making such a comment only show his shallowness! My advice to him is that if possible, "SHUT YOUR BIG GAP!"

So unlucky to live in the same neighbourhood with such a person!

"There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating--people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing." ~ Oscar Wilde

Suddenly thought of someone today...

Inspiration rushes out like running tap.

This is my 2nd one. Copyright hor!

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幸福過後 作詞: 陳惠玉

電話聲响起時 我知道那一定是你
一句溫暖話語 直往心中幸福區域
不管天涯海角 只要你在身邊就好
心里甜甜滋味 因為是你所以加倍

想說一聲謝謝你曾給過的一切
雖然所有的美夢已經被你破滅
從今以後只能選擇一個人逛街
最後只希望你能好好和我告別

電話再次响起 我知道不會再是你
沒有溫暖話語 心中圍繞孤單區域
不管天涯海角 只要你還過的很好
心里苦澀滋味 因為是你所以加倍

"An idea ran back and forward in his head like a blind man, knocking over the solid furniture." ~ Unknown

Finally!!! I left only MR test on Friday...

Aja! Aja! Fighting!!!

On my way home today.... I found an attractive, strikingly beautiful purple piece of $2 note lying on the floor. Instantly, my eyes brightened up!!! @@

Without doubt, it's now lying inside my wallet. :)

Thanks GOD!!!

"Good luck needs no explanation." ~ Shirley Temple Black

Sigh...........

She lost it after three days I bought for her.

Sad & disappointed that she doesn't cherish & appreciate it.

She once lost a pair of earring I bought for her too but that was very cheap so I let it go... but this time, it was considered expensive to me.

I swear not to buy anything expensive for her from now on....

she didn't even apologise... I felt so unappreciated...

To her, it was so insignificant compared to the pearl that my brother bought when mine is more expensive than her little pearl.

SIGH~~~~~~~~

"The greatest need of every human being is the need for appreciation. ~ Unknown

I was opening my present with a pouted mouth & caught Charlotte smiling happily!!!

Trying to guess what was inside the box... Nothing fragile... hmmm....

Really had no idea at all...I gave up...

Whatever you call it...

Finally I have it!

Feel free to write anything you want but hopefully no nonsense advertisements... *Pray*

I shall be the first to start!!! :P

Still couldn't appreciate red wine at all even after my wine appreciation session.

But we had fun tasting different kind of wines... Sparkling wine, white wine & red wine.

I guess I really don't have the ability to differentiate wine.

The speaker, Tommy told us to write down what we see, smell & taste from those different type of wine. However all my answers to the smell & taste are "Alcohol"!

Whereas the others could give answers like apple, pear, peach, pineapple, antique furniture, earthy, salty, grassy etc.

I don't even have a clue how antique furniture & earthy smell like!

Tommy asked us do we know Michael Porter (Marketing students should know who he is) & we all thought that he wanted to say Harry Potter! Isn't it funny?

"A man of great common sense and good taste--meaning thereby a man without originality or moral courage. " ~ George Bernard Shaw

My LM project is going to due next week & we aren't even halfway done.

Slow progress!

Sigh~ I really can't find anymore COMPETENCE's articles!!!

Finally a group photo! By the way, we weren't slacking....

See!!! I have evidence showing that we were very studious that day!

"The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet." ~ Aristotle

Have been so busy lately & the tireness had caused me to feel lazy to update my blog.

So it's not my fault.

Shall update on what I had missed.

My Birthday Celebration
Pic 1: Making wishesss... actually only 3 lah!

Pic 2: Girls Photo!

Pic 3: Group Photo!

Pic 4: Girls Photo @ MOS

Pic 5: A must-take photo @ MOS's ladies (Don't ask me why! That was just what my friend told me)

Pic 6: Having fun!

This is the most pathetic birthday I ever have...only 1 pressie from my ex-classmate & an red packet from mummy so far!!! My buddies still owe me one.....

"The man of knowledge must be able not only to love his enemies but also to hate his friends." ~ Friedrich Nietzsche

YOUR RELATIONSHIP STYLE
The first step in discovering your best match is getting a clear picture of your own relationship style. Good or bad, your experiences with your parents -- in childhood and adulthood -- play a key role in establishing your relationship style and the kind of person who you're best suited for now. Based on your experiences, you will probably fall naturally into one of three categories:

Isolator: If you are an Isolator, you need a lot of personal space. Isolators minimize emotion, are often guarded and unconsciously push people away, keeping them at a distance.

Fuser: If you are a Fuser, you have an insatiable appetite for closeness and don't like being alone. Fusers crave attention and are sometimes described as clingy.

Ambivalent: If you are an Ambivalent, you are a little bit of both. Ambivalents like to pull away, yet they want to feel close at the same time. They can also be confusing and hard to read.


I AM AN AMBIVALENT!

YOUR CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES
Your childhood experiences show that you are an Ambivalent. As a child, you probably received plenty of love and affection from your parents but were also allowed to form your own sense of independence. Your parents may have upset you and let you down at times, but your childhood needs were essentially met. Therefore, as an adult, you have traits that are common in both Isolators and Fusers, two polar opposites. This means that your relationship style includes many interesting contradictions. You've been known to both push people away and expect them to dote on you at the same time. Freedom is just as appealing to you as being showered with affection.

YOUR PERFECT PARTNER
As an Ambivalent, you're uniquely qualified to have a successful relationship with a partner from either category: Fusers or Isolators.In your case, "happily ever after" depends on which role you find yourself adopting more often. If you're usually the outgoing one in the relationship, often seeking affection and attention, you're more of a Fuser. This means that your perfect partner is actually your opposite type, an Isolator. You may have guessed just the contrary, that your best match would be someone who would shower you with all the love and affection you crave. But happiness for you means partnering with someone who will respect your privacy and support you when you want to do independent activities, much like your parents did.If you're often a private person who likes her space, you're more of an Isolator. This means that your perfect partner is actually your opposite type, a Fuser. Contrary to what you might have thought, your best match is not someone who gives you all the space and freedom you crave. Instead, your best bet for long-term happiness is partnering with someone who dotes on you, someone who shows his affection and expresses his emotions easily and often, just as your parents did.

I think I'm more often an isolator...

Where is my Fuser???

"Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds." ~ Hugh Elliott

It's now 3.25am, 6th August 2006.

Reached home around 2.30am after eating tau huey & you tiao at Geylang & watching a midnight show at JP.

I watched "Click" by Adam Sandler

*Yawn* *tired*

It was a nice movie. I really like it. It was funny, touching & meaningful. Highly recommended!

However I didn't cry during those sad scenes... which I thought I will...

This movie made me reflect a lot on myself.

Come to think of it... I have NEVER ever told my mum & dad that I love them... not even once...

Sad huh!? Traditional chinese family...

Instead, I always tell my mum not to bother me when I'm doing my work or watching tv & I refused to chat with her...

AND, I always get impatient when my dad asked me to help him check something on internet or when he asked me to teach him how to use the computer.

I'm a bad child .. I think I really do take my family for granted sometimes.

I will never have a 2nd chance to live my life like Michael Newman. :(

It's never too late to realise I'm wrong huh.

"Human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives." ~ William James

Yay!!! Yixin & Weixiang ended up together!

Although I know this ending last week but still happy to see them together!

Actually, Guobin is also quite pathetic....

however, my classmates & I still support Yixin & Weixiang... (We like Elvin, you see...)

BIAS!!!

HA HA NO CHOICE!!!

(Adapted from: Mediacorp website)

I really like all the Adidas jackets he wore in the show...

I wanna get one too! Hee hee

"The woods would be very silent if no birds sang there except those that sang best." ~ Henry Van Dyke

Finally I had my KTV session after so many months!!!

Had so much fun with my classmates & most importantly it cost only $10.50 for 5 hours!

Sang a lot out of tune songs & tortured all their ears badly!!! Haha...

I wanna go again.... ^0^

"Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why." ~ Eddie Cantor

... is EXPENSIVE! ~

Went for a complimentary (from my lovely buddy) pedicure yesterday & was told that session cost $25!

However, it was quite enjoyable, my toes seemed to have gone through an extreme makeover & I really love that colour.

See! How easy it is to earn ladies' money... maybe I can consider setting up one too. I'll make big bucks! haha

Actually a few nights ago, I was still thinking maybe I should set up my own business while I'm still young & I spent the night thinking hard and seriously on what kind of business I should go into.

Niche. I kept thinking of this word.

That's an important word to let your business to remain in the market.

I also thought of what I have learned in class, like what kind of strategy will I be using eg. low-cost or differentiation etc.

Should I go in food, fashion or service industry? Most importantly is that I wanna earn ladies' money :P <<---- my target group.
P.S. Guy don't spend as much as ladies except spending it on his wife or girlfriend. In the end, still ladies' money.

ARGGG... my back shoulder is aching now... sign of aging *sob*

Old lady is going to look for Tiger's plaster now....

OH! Maybe I can design some kind of trendy medicated plasters. Hee hee...

Guys will never care whether the plasters are pretty or not...

"Don't rule out working with your hands. It does not preclude using your head." ~ Andy Rooney

Taken at Breko... Me, Karen, Clairer, Gin & Angelia ^0^ I'm the fattest as usual *sobs*

The creamy mushroom shell pasta was delicious but kinda expensive for a poor student like me...

"The devil is an optimist if he thinks he can make people worse than they are." ~ Karl Kraus

Didn't update my blog for quite sometimes...

I was slacking......

Last Friday, I had a minor wisdom tooth surgery. My dentist was Dr Chew from AH.
I can say he was not too bad but the only problem was he pronounced my name wrongly.

He pronounced my name as "Yeke" and SEPARATELY somemore! :(

Before stepping into the surgery room, I felt sleepy from the 1 hour of waiting but after being called to check my blood pressure, my body started to feel nervous. The nurse said I was well prepared for the surgery after checking my blood pressure!

The surgery room looked like surgery room... Actually I had imagined it to be like the normal dentist type of room.

I was told to lie down on the bed & the nurse covered my body & face with the green surgery cloths you always see on tv but mine had a hole for my mouth & nose to breathe. After a while Dr Chew came and asked me how I was doing, was I scare...etc. (Not bad right?) Later, he started to inject anesthetic into my gums...*OUCH* that was really painful! Few minutes later, my mouth was numbed.

The surgery began.....

I felt pressure on my jaw when he pressed hard to pull out my teeth..... it was ok to me ... actually the most tormenting moment was the drilling part.... the drilling sound was killing me mentally! I was shaking but I still managed to answer him when he asked me "are you ok?". The time seemed to stop during the drilling process.... "when will it end?" I kept thinking in my head.

Finally!!!~~~ The surgery ended after around 40 minutes.

My nightmare was over!

My gum is swollen now & I look like a pig head. :(

It doesn't hurt ... just swollen & have to eat soft food.

My mum, dad & my brother laughed at me & I don't dare to go out.

Poor pig head Casey....*sobs*

"You see things; and you say "Why?” But I dream things that never were; and I say “Why not?”~ G. B. Shaw

Today, I was woken up by my dad's loud voice for breakfast. *Yawn* so sleepy.... & that was when my nightmare began...

I wonder when will my breakfast torture ends... I feel so tormenting to wake up every MORNING!

Later in the day, met up with my secondary school mates for coffee session, we decided to go Holland Village's Coffee Club. One of the waiter there do really worth the service charge. Service personnels please learn from him!

After the coffee session, I went to eat my all time favourite hotdog bun in Ikea! Felt so satisfying. Hee hee... But this round I only ate one, I'm surprised!

Normally, I'll eat two!

I was quite sad too for not getting the shoe rack which I wanted to get for months.

It was out of stock!

Ikea shouldn't allow out of stock to happen!

So disappointed... Sigh!

Felt so sleepy now after a long day outside... *Yawn* My nightmare will repeat tomorrow...

*SOBS*

"Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives." ~ William Dement

Life is so boring without any goals.

Without knowing what to do everyday & how to pass my days... it is so meaningless & waste of time!

I guess, I'm not suitable to be a housewife in future.

Ironically, sometimes I do enjoy the feeling of "I'm the boss of time" .

Worst of all is I'm staying at home with my one month on-leave dad, housewife mum & on-holiday brother!

You must be wondering why is it worst right?

I'm forced to wake up early to eat breakfast with my family by my dad. :(
That's my worst nightmare! I can't wake up early! I'm a vampire recarnation...

Oh yes, my dad bought me an air-con. Yay! I won't have any hot day & tough time during my study week anymore. Congrats me!!! Thanks. :)

I'm having friend-sick now. Miss talking to my classmates & 2 special friends ~~~

I Miss school too!

Oh~~ just kidding only!!! hee hee

I'm not having buddy-sick coz I get to meet them often haha

I'm also not having love-sick coz I don't have one. So fortunate...hee hee

So slack, so lazy now... 2+ weeks to go!

"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. ~ Ben Stein

This is my 1st blog using my "new" computer!!!

This computer has been giving me trouble since it arrived here...

Finally fixed it & hope it doesn't give me any more problem... *pray hard*

One question still lingers in my head...

Was it John or Mary Magdalene?

"God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16 NIV).

What a lonely friday night with my dog, bird & 2 tortoises at home.

The only friend whom I know will wait at MSN for me is having headache & has to rest early tonight.

Nobody is online on such a lonely friday night...

Hmmm... have an urge not to attend someone's wedding tomorrow coz don't know what to wear & most importantly is I'm too broke.

Listening to Kiroro's Best Friend now.... nice song ... repeating it many many many times.

I've to go back to my Prices & Market now...

Best Friend by Kiroro

もう大丈夫心配ないと　泣きそうな私の側で
いつも変わらない笑顔で　ささやいてくれた
まだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも輝いてる"
時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ","仕方ない"
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
あなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

こんなにたくさんの幸せ感じる時間は　瞬間で
ここにいるすべての仲間から　最高のプレゼント
まだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも　みんな側にいる"
きっと今ここで　やりとげられること","どんなことも力に変わる"
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
みんなの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ　仕方ない
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
あなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

ずっと　ずっと　ずっと　Best Friend

English Translation

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment
All the friends that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by our side
Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength)
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Always always always my Best Friend

After the long & stressful 3 hours of OTD exam, my heart sighed several times & my hand felt so tired!

Finally, the two killer papers are over & next will be my favourite lecturer, Manfred's Prices & Market.

There's also a super good news... which is I got a HD for my OTD's pair project! So happy that I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw that result. Thanks Sherman!!! Oh! I have to thank SL Goh too! He helped me too much on this project.

Sigh... I really miss my KTV's session but feel so broke financially & emotionally.

Since there's a job call financial planner, is there a job call emotional planner?

An emotional planner will help me plan my emotion & when it reach maturity date, I will be able to receive my principal amount of emotion + my interest. Oh my, isn't it great?!

Hmmm... so how to calculate required rate of return for emotions?

Required rate of return = nominal risk free interest rate + risk premium

So will I receive more emotions if I take more risk? Is there any risk free emotion to invest?

Suddenly, investment become so interesting to me........ weird!

I wonder are there any mentally planner too? Hmmmmm.......

"An investment is the current commitment of resources for a period of time in expectation of receiving future resources greater than the current outlay."

1st May 2006, Labour Day.

Today is Clairer's convocation day.

This is the day in my 25 years of life that I first stepped into Jade in Fullerton Hotel.

Oh my god, Fullerton Hotel is so grand!

This is also the day in my 25 years of life that I ever tried a little little bit of goose's liver, the rest of the goose's liver was passed to Clairer's dad.

Couldn't convince myself to eat the goose's liver which Karen told me it tasted like beancurb.

Really have to thank Jean, Clairer's sister for that sumptuous meal!

I'm having sore and swollen eye now... *sobs*

Thanks to that dirty contact len....

"Nothing will benefit human health and increase the chances for survival of life on Earth as much as the evolution to a vegetarian diet." ~ Albert Einstein

My childhood's ambition was to become a ZooKeeper!!! Don't believe???

I'm telling the truth!!!

I told this to my mum many many years back & she told me that only foreigners become zookeepers cos the job is tough.

My mum was wrong.. Singaporean become zookeepers too cos they also love animals!

I went for the Docent (latin word for "teach") interview yesterday. It is a volunteer program organised by the Zoo.

A Docent's responsibility is to educate visitors about animal conservation.

Though being a Docent, my contact with animals won't be a lot but to be able to help those poor animals, I'm satisfied.

The best of all is the training program, I will have a chance to attach to zookeepers!!!! Isn't it great?!!!

After the interview, my classmates & I went to tour around the Zoo, Free-of-Charge! hee hee

We took a lot of pictures & saw a lot of cute & awesome animals.

I kinda like the white tigers, polar bears, penguins, meerkats, elephants....actually all of them!!!
Oh!!! EXCEPT that cockroach's relatives!!! made my hair stand just by looking at them! Yucks!

The most amazing "animals" I saw were the camouflage frogs, we took a long time to spot them! Superb camouflage skill...

The most responsible animals I saw were the meerkats, they firmly did their "lookout" duties despite our irritating disturbance. Salute!!!

The most huggable animal I saw was the polar bear, it was so cute when its white furry legs were above the water while diving into the water to catch the fish. So furry, so huggable!!! hee hee hee

The most disturbance act I saw was those irritating visitors who banged the glass windows to attract the attention of the animals. Please don't do that!!! You are disturbing the animals!

Visitors really need to be fully educated to treat the animals well. They are already very pathetic to be caged up, why add in their misery?

Question: What do you know about animal conservation?

Think about it....

"Compassion for animals is intimately connected with goodness of character; and it may be confidently asserted that he who is cruel to animals cannot be a good man." ~ Arthur Schopenhauer

Today, someone told me Love is a beautiful word.

I thought to myself, "Is love really a beautiful word?".

My answer is "No".

I told him, "Love is ugly" and "Love is hurting".

He told me that people have to learn to forgive.

I told him, "No! People have to learn self healing".

It's a cruel thing to ask for forgiveness when our wounds are still as deep.

People can only learn to forgive other people after all their wounds are healed...

however some wounds can never be healed...

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents and most of all, a wedding ring
He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother Tommy said
"Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late, I've something to do, that cannot wait"

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
And the crowd roared as they started the race
Round the track they drove at a deadly pace
No one knows what happened that day
How his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say
"Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry My love for her will never die"

And in the chapel where Laura prays
For her Tommy who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry
"Tell Laura I love her, tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry My love for her will never die
Tell Laura I love her..... ..... ..... "

SO SAD!!!

I've lost one side of my ear-ring again!!!

This is the 2nd time that I've lost one side of my NEW ear-ring.

Maybe I only have fate to wear all my NEW ear-ring once.

That's very sad huh.

"If you can solve your problem, then what is the need of worrying? If you cannot solve it, then what is the use of worrying?" ~ Shantideva

Feeling sick since yesterday noon. Went in & out of toilet so many times till I can't remember.

Having fever too...

Yesterday evening : 37.5 degree celsius

This morning : 38.5 degree celsius!!!

Went in & out of toilet for 4 times within 1 hour this morning!

Therefore, finally decided not to attend work & went to see the doctor

The doctor said I ate the wrong stuffs. What did I eat for lunch yesterday?

Hmmm.... Maybe the culprit is the tuna sandwich which I made for myself!

My mum laughed at me for trying to save money for lunch yet in the end I still have to pay $22 to see the doctor for eating the wrong stuffs!

Life's hard.... *sigh*

"You don't have to cook fancy or complicated masterpieces - just good food from fresh ingredients." Julia Child

Oh no! 6 days more to go yet I still haven't get ready my x'mas gifts!!!!

I really have no idea what to get for my gift exchange session.

*cracking brain*

I prefer to get stuffs that are practical & useful but aren't easy to get nice, affordable, practical stuffs. True? True?

Went shopping at JP with my parents on saturday & we spent $114.41 on John Little alone!!!

Hmmm.. Me & my mum bought affordable Maybelline cosmestics there hee hee, my dad bought 2 shirts & we got a box of Hush Puppies brief for my elder brother.

That was all! So little yet all added up to $114.41!

Stop this inflation!!!

I really can't buy much with $50 now!!!

Feel so broke suddenly...

"We wish you a Merry X'mas, we wish you a Merry X'mas..."

So boring!!!

The part time job I'm working now is damn boring cos I'm the only person tending the booth & I really feel like an idiot standing there, smiling at everyone I see. *Sigh* I feel like I'm selling *smile* to earn that pathetic income. Luckily, those guys who tend the booths nearby always come & chat with me or else I really feel like dying there, bored to death!!!!

If you guys have the intention of going to Big Boyz Toyz fair, come & look for me!!!!! However, in my own opinion, it's a waste of $10 entrance fee to visit this fair, might as well go to the SITEX fair which is Free of Charge & has more things to see!!!

I really hate the dress code for this part time job, no Jeans!!!!! My favourite attire is t-shirt & jeans & my boss has forbidded me to wear jeans!!!!

Still have 2 days to go.........!!!!!!!! KILL ME!!!!

"Life is really boring."

Attended a wedding dinner at Sentosa Shangri-La Hotel today & luckily I managed to catch their ROM ceremony by the sea on time, it was really romantic!

The pretty bride was my old neighbour, know her since I was about 5 years old. We attended the same kindergarten, primary school & secondary school but we are not really that close. As for the bridegroom, he was my ex-classmate, know him since I was 13 years old. Actually, I'm closer to him than to his bride coz we were in the same class during secondary 3 & 4 & we are both the crappy types of people so can clicked quite well. Ha ha!

My old neighbour + My ex-classmate = Blissful Marriage !!! (Haha my new formula)

I guess nobody had imagine they will get married to each other one day during secondary school time! It seems like I had watch this couple growing up from small little kids to husband & wife now, sounds amazing right?!

I'm really happy for this newly wedd couple & wishing them "live happily ever after in the castle of their own."

During the dinner, I was arranged to sit with my ex-classmates, all from the same class as me during secondary 3 & 4 & I happened to sit beside one ex-classmate who I used to had a crush on! (By the way, he said I'm getting prettier! Haha! *shy*) In the washroom, Karen kept asking me whether am I feeling nervous sitting beside him & I replied NO!!! That crush was donkey years back & it was a short term crush only!!! Anyway, it's was really nice to be able to gather with them again & had a lot of fun talking about those funny & interesting incidents that happened in our class. 3E5/4E5 Rox!!!

However, there was this one ex-school mate who kept spoiling my mood, she said hurting words at the first moment she saw me! She said, " Hey, you getting fatter leh!" My mood sank to the bottom when I heard this!!! Karen consoled me that it's her character of being so straight & asked me not to take it to heart BUT she said something worse when she came to our table in the middle of the dinner, she said, " You are really getting fatter leh & it's that glutton type of fat! you know, glutton!?" Oh my goodness! Even Karen also couldn't stand it! Hey! it really sounds so insulting to hear these from someone who is fatter than me!

Anyway, when my ex-crush asked me to eat more, I told him that someone already said I'm fat , he said, "who? who? Is it him? (he pointed at my another ex-classmate who was of course innocent) If he say you fat then you tell him his head is so big!" Ha ha, he was so humorous & really brightened up my mood. Actually, if I didn't remember wrongly this was the first time I ever talked so much with him. Quite fruitful huh! Ha ha!

"Cherish all your happy moments: they make a fine cushion for old age." ~ Christopher Morley

Tomorrow is my buddy's birthday so she arranged her celebration to be held in Club MoMo today. Haven't been clubbing for almost 9 months & it was the first time that I went to Club MoMo. Held high expectation for Club MoMo but it disappointed me, the music there was really sucks! They kept playing the same kind of music throughout the whole night. It was so boring!

However, I got to know a lot of my buddy's friends but I can only remember 1 person's name, I had forgotten the rest of them! Ha ha!!!

Got approached by a few 21 years old guys who thought I was only 20 years old! Ha ha should I feel happy? I did!

On the way to S11 for supper, we met our ex-school mate who happened to eat supper there. It was such a coincidence! We chatted till around 5am & then we took a taxi back home together. I reached my place around 5.45am & I met a few guys near my block & there was this guy (think around 18 years old) who was walking in front of me, not bad looking wearing hip hop style, kept turning his head to look at me. I wondered what he was thinking at that moment!!! I was so scared that he thought I was those bar girl who had knocked off & was heading home! Actually, I know it was really weird to see a girl at that time of the day but it was also quite weird to see them at that time of the day!

I was really dead beat!!!! Nobody was able to wake me up that morning for breakfast! Ha ha!!!

"Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you. "~Wally 'Famous' Amos

Feel so slack these few days, I can't find any other jobs except one that starts next week & only lasts for 4 days, which mean I can't earn much from it!

Went to library yesterday while waiting for my mum who was doing free health thermal bed massage. Haven't been reading novel for quite some time so I borrowed 4 novels, 3 chinese romance novels & 1 english story book which was by Roald Dahl.

Talking about Roald Dahl, he reminded me of "BFG", "Matilda" & "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". They are children's books, right? Thus, automatically, I will think Roald Dahl as a children's book author, am I right to think that way? The book I had borrowed yesterday, which is "Ah, Sweet Mystery of Life", with a cute cartoon cow on the coverpage which looks like it was written for children but when I started reading the first few pages, I was stunned! It wrote about the process of a cow & bull mating & was written quite precisely. I really couldn't believe that it was written for children! Imagine a ten years old kid reading it, oh my goodness! Am I really wrong to think that Roald Dahl is a children's book author? But the book is full of pictures and medium sized words, so I can't be wrong. Maybe you will say, mating is a very natural process but I still don't think it should be included in a children novel. Nevertheless, I will finish reading it, I might be wrong & I really hope my perception of this book is wrong coz I really like Roald Dahl's works!

Anyway, I decided to change to read the chinese novel first, it was really nice reading a novel in the room alone with no one disturbing you & I managed to finish reading one novel today, it has a sad ending. Sigh... even the unrealistic world can't give me an unrealistic dream. Realistic world is already very cruel & unrealistic world still wanna add in my misery. Still, it was a nice novel.

Bought the clothes that I'm going to wear for my friend's wedding (I feel so broke now!). Really need to slim down a bit to look nice on it.

Actually, I had intended to go jogging around 6pm today but the weather forbidded me to do so, it started to rain about 4pm. I think the "weather" does not want me to slim down. *sobs* *sobs*

I hate Rain!!!

But....

I like this Rain!!!

Especially this Rain...

Ha Ha! I know I know! Too many Rain recently, just can't help it... he's toooooo cute!!!

"I do I do wanna spend my life with you" Lyrics in I Do by Rain (hee hee hee)

Went to fetch my buddy today with Karen & my buddy's boyfriend. She has finally graduated after 2 years studies in Brisbane & she's going to be a future landscape architect.

*Sigh* My mum reminded me that I still have 1-1/2 years to go & that's really old when I graduated. However, it's really contradicting whenever I ask myself whether do I enjoy studying. Actually, I really do love the free time I have after class, gaining new knowledge & doing projects but I really hate to take exams! My brain is never meant for exams. Why can't the system change to 100% project based? haha! In my dreams, maybe!

Anyway, back to the topic, after fetching my buddy, we went for dinner at ES, Holland Village. This was the first time I ever met such a soft spoken waiter! Ha ha, you could never imagine how soft & gentle he spoke, I hardly could hear what he said even though he was just beside me!

At there, I ordered a Fish & Chips but they gave me an OILY Fish & Chips... I think I have to go jogging or swimming tomorrow to burn away that sinful fats. SO SINFUL!

By the way, I really hope my Chingu is not feeling blue anymore... please be happy, ok!!!



"Sometimes life's shadows are caused by our standing in our own sunshine." Ralph Waldo Emerson

Yeah! I had finally finished watching Full House, 浪漫满屋 (풀하우스) !
It took me about 17 hours to finish watching it.



Love this romance story! Love the casts! Love the house! Love the Bears Family song! Love the ghostly call of Lee Young-jae! Simply love everything in this drama! Ha ha!

This house belong to Han Ji-eun & Lee Young-jae. Nice right? Click this link to see the interior decorations! This house is really beautiful.

The casts in this drama acted very well, especially Song Hye-kyo & Rain. They made me laugh real hard & made me cry so many times *sobs* *sobs* & they really look super cute in this drama!

Ha ha! Isn't Rain cute???!!!

Highly recommended to people who love korean drama. Hmm.. I'm gonna watch 2nd time!!! AJA AJA! FIGHTING!

Oh my god! I'm feel so bloated now!!!

Just came home with a bloated stomach from Heeren Sakae sushi buffet!!!
I ate 7 plates of sushi, 1 handroll, 1 chawanmushi & drank 2 cups of green tea... & this linner (lunch + dinner) cost me $17.20, consider cheap? Nevertheless, I had a wonderful meal! Ha ha!

Today is really a fruitful day! Firstly, it is the last day of my paper!!!! Secondly, today is Chu Xian's birthday eve and lastly, we heard a wonderful news which is, Miss Yujia, my friend is finally and happily attached to a future doctor!!! Triple happiness!!! However, one demoralising news is that I still have to prepare for my JLPT 4 which will be held on 4th December & by hook or by crook, I MUST pass this test.

Tomorrow I will have another lunch date with the same group of friends excluding that Miss Charlotte coz she will be working. We are going to have a steamboat session tomorrow...Yummy!!! After my steamboat session, I will be going for an interview for a part time job, really hope to get that job coz I'm really very broke! Hee hee

"Happiness: a good bank account, a good cook and a good digestion. "

Tomorrow is my last paper! Yay!!!

but...

I'm not even halfway done with my revision!!! Argggggg.......

The moment I had memorised THIS, I forgot THAT...

Then I memorised THAT again, I forgot THIS!!!

Sigh... never ending revision. I can NEVER memorise notes even if you give me 10 years...

Conclusion: My brain is never meant for memorising!

HELPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!

"Doing easily what others find difficult is talent; doing what is impossible for talent is genius."

Will be having a small little party after my Japanese class later! Sounds fun right?! Everyone has to bring something for the party and I decided to make fruits agar agar as it is less time consuming hee hee.

Woke up early today to buy the ingredients and it took me around 1 hour to finish making 2 big agar agar. They look very beautiful (I used pretty agar agar moulds) and delicious but I don't know how they will taste like. Maybe they will not be sweet enough coz I had added too little sugar. The instructions written on the packet said I must add 250g of sugar (about 10 dessert spoons)!!! Sounds too scary to me so I decided to add only about 4 dessert spoons of sugar. I really don't want to get diabetics so young!!!

Did a bit of aerobics and hula hoop yesterday, it was the first time I exercise for the past 8 months! I wanna buy pretty clothes for all the wedding dinners I will be attending so must slim down at least by 5kg!!! Not much time left!!! Must work harder and eat lesser!!!

"If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all. "

Felt so tired looking at my MOR notes...
So... I decided to cast my notes aside and I did these...

Nice??? Hee hee I made these flowers for Chu Xian as special birthday gift.

Later at night, I felt bored and tired again...
So... I decided to cast my notes aside and I did this...

Ha ha... does she looks like me???

This was how I spent my day. Quite boring huh?

"To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong. "

Having tough time studying for my exam and JLPT now!!!
Really trying very hard to study for my exam but seems hard to concentrate recently. No matter how I try, I just couldn't seem to memorise those notes into my brain!!! Ah~~~~

Anyway, 2 weeks later I will be free from exam and have to start searching for money to pay for my bills. Ha ha. Who wanna offer me part time job?!

I also wanna earn more money for overseas trip(s) too! I wanna go Japan, Korea, China, Taiwan and all around the world!!! So sad that I'm unable to afford for the trip to Brisbane this December which my buddies and I had planned long ago. However, we have decided to go Taipei next year instead. Pray Hard!!!

My brother, who is in Shanghai now also asked the whole family to visit him next year and I really wish to go! I really have to earn more more money during this vacation to pay for the air tickets.

Have to stop thinking about money now... need to get back to my notes ...

"Success usually comes to those who are too busy to be looking for it."
Henry David Thoreau

Did some interesting quiz from quizilla.com, so fun!
These are my results:

1. How do I sleep?

You, my friend, are a lazy sleeper! As far as you are concerned, sleeping and lounging about are the most incredible things on earth. You love just sitting back and watching everyone buzzing around with their busy lives. Its not that youre stupid or dont care, on the contrary, you are quite intelligent when you want to be. But why waste the effort?




2. What kind of girl am I?

You are the classic southern belle. You are kind, proper, responsible, and very adult like. You attend church every Sunday and you have grace, poise, and are very dainty. You are mature beyond your years and prefer gentlemen of well kept families for your marrying. But don't be afraid to break loose from your corset strings once and awhile and just have some fun. You're only a kid once.





3. What kind of guy would I go for?

You love the loners. Guys who seem misunderstood and lonely just steal your heart away. You want to reach out your hand to them because you can see how truly wonderful they could be if someone would just take the time to care. Some day your open love will reward you with a hidden jewel beyond measure.







4. What type of killer am I?

You are a protector. Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes against everything you belive in. It's not that you are a coward, but your ideals and morals wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do the righteous things, get the bad guys and do it all legally. But just because you don't kill doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is what you do. You use your brain and your strenght to do honourable deeds and protect people you know and love. If an evil guy is going to take over the world soon, it's you who will get involved. You hate watching innocents suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what they deserve. You are probably also happy and optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And the friends you usually make are true ones.
Main weapon: Anything at all Expression: Smile
Quote: "You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough"

5. Am I a nice person?


You're a good person. You know how to be nice without being OVERLY nice...You always try to think of others and their needs, but you know that it's impossible to please everyone and you are willing to accept people as they are. That's great!







6. How Insane am I?

Dude you have split personality.get help...please rate!!!

Oh my god!

Am I an evil or just purely a timid person?
I'm really confused.

Everyone knows that the "green seat" in a bus is meant for those people who need it more we do, however today, without any choices, I sat on that "green seat" beside a guy around my age.

So what? You might be thinking that way right?

At one of the bus stop through my journey, there was a lady carrying a little boy around 3 years old boarded the bus. Ethically, I should give up my seat to them because it was so obvious that they needed the seat more than I did & I believed the guy beside me did think that way too at that moment coz I saw him turned & looked at me!

Though in my heart & mind I knew I should do that but the devil inside me kept telling me, "No, you'll embarrassed yourself if she declined!" I held back & acted as though I never saw them. I felt really ashamed of myself coz I always listen to the devil inside me during these kind of situations.

My memory flashed back to that particular scene which happened a few years ago where the devil won again...

That incident happened at Tampines interchange. That afternoon, I was on my way back home from my dental checkup at Tampines. On my way towards Tampines MRT station, I past by the Mcdonalds in the interchange & suddenly I saw a girl fainted directly right beside me but I just stood there like an idiot, too lost to react at that moment! My mind was totally in confusion state, thinking repeatedly "what should I do?!" Luckily, there were a few kind souls who immediately went to attend her & I heard the devil said, "You can go now, there are people helping her." Like an idiot, I obeyed the devil inside me!

I deeply believe that the angel inside me is totally disappointed with what I had ever done!

Although what done cannot be undone, I still feel very ashamed of myself...

Am I really evil?

"The character of every act depends upon the circumstances in which it is done. Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr"