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Saturday, October 03, 2009
On the month end day ~
“You are capable of more than you know. Choose a goal that seems right for you and strive to be the best, however hard the path. Aim high. Behave honorably. Prepare to be alone at times, and to endure failure. Persist! The world needs all you can give.” ~
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Windows 7
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Buried Alive ~
Knockoff time is very ambiguous to me now.
My workaholic cells are triggered.
Had a small getaway over the weekends with the Simmies at Genting for a break
Though short but we had great fun.
"Work while it is called today, for you know not how much you will be hindered tomorrow. One today is worth two tomorrow's; never leave that till tomorrow which you can do today.”~ Benjamin Franklin
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Heavy Heart
I had at least 6 hours of sleep everyday but I'm still tired.
Couldn't focus on the things I was doing & when mistakes made, self-reproaching took place.
Didn't feel like doing anything & feeling restless all the time.
You wouldn't be able to catch me smile often these days.
If you saw, it was actually just my lips smiling, not the heart.
Can someone tell me what happened to me?
“Confidence is a very fragile thing, and it certainly is something that has to start with your mental approach and your ability to respond and stay focused and not allow negative thoughts to enter into your own mind. When you're successful, it's easier to expect success. All of a sudden it's not there, it becomes more of a challenge.” ~ Bill Cowher
Sunday, August 30, 2009
You reap what you sow
What you did in your previous life will determine your destiny in the next.
If you were an evil man in your previous life, you have to pay for it by suffering in this life.
If you were a Samaritan in previous life, you will be rewarded maybe by being born in a good family & well liked by everyone in this life.
Personally, I think it is not justice.
Why do we have pay in this life for what we don't even have a clue on the evil deeds done during previous life?
Why don't we get rewarded on something we did good in this life?
So if my life is poor & miserable but I'm a Samaritan, I couldn't enjoy my reward & will remain poor & miserable in this life.
Doesn't make sense right?
It's like when you strike lottery but can only get the money when you die.
What's the point?!
I really wanna know what kind of sins did I committed in my previous life & have to atone for them now.
I'm a Buddhist by the way ~
“Life is a perpetual instruction in cause and effect.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Magpies Bridge
The Weaving maid had finally met her Cowherd again after a long separation.
“Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.” ~ Jalal ad-Din Rumi
Monday, August 24, 2009
The moon I couldn't reach
I always think what's yours, is yours..
However for the first time, I have such a strong desire to fight for what I know it's not mine...
yet at this point of time I have no clue how to.
I also realised having strong desire doesn't mean you will have the same amount of courage to fight for it.
“If you greatly desire something, have the guts to stake everything on obtaining it.” ~ Brendan Francis
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Shopping Amatuer
My pure motive was just catching up but part of his motive is to make me accompany him for shopping.
I told him he had chose a wrong companion.
I'm not a good shopping companion.
Most importantly, I hardly shop with guys.
Know each other for 11 years, we mentioned this for more than once today.
But I feel that I do not know him enough.
People changed.
People's lifestyle become different too.
He has LV wallet, Armani watch, wear Zara Shirt, shop in Raoul, Pedro...
Me?
This Fashion.
I'm a member & they are having 50% sale....
I'm not a brand fanatic for those who know me.
Shopping with him is a very different experience compare with the girls.
I always thought guys' do not have much varieties for clothes, that's why many became transvestites.
I realised I was so wrong!
"If men liked shopping, they'd call it research." ~ Cynthia Nelms
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Trust
Except the good acting skills & the final twist, the rest was really not fantastic.
With the overused of tense music & false alarms, the movie was tormenting.
In that movie, I thought the distrust between the couple somehow triggered the tragedy.
When a couple lost the trust between them, everything seems like a lie or "just you over reacting".
Having a paranoid relationship normally will lead to pain & suffering only.
You can destroy trust overnight but it requires years to build it back.
“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.”
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Handling Aliens
Alike yet different.
Two different species from two different planets
Learning to speak each other language.
Learning to live together in harmony.
The relationship between them is so fragile that it breaks easily if not handle with care.
"Why are women so much more interesting to men than men are to women? ~ Virginia Woolf"
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Maintaining Your Love Span
"Love span"
Indeed, some people have short love span & some have long love span.
I hope majority is the latter.
Nevertheless, speaking from an inexperience me, I think in the end it still takes two to maintain & determine the length of your love.
Act within my own consciousness & remain faithful to my love one are part of my relationship guidelines.
Maintaining a relationship is easier to say than done.
Coz our heart always act faster than our brain huh.
ねえ、聞こえる?
私の気持ち。。。
私の心の声。。。
私の切望。。。
私の期待。
ねえ、待ってる。
おそらく、間違える。
誤解しますか。
教えて下さい。
"My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never."
Friday, July 24, 2009
Buying Time
Spent another sum of money seeing doctor.
The money that my company gave for my medical is really not enough to cover my dental + medical cost.
I'm not complaining..I'm really not.
However, with the money I've spent... I bought myself two days.
I always think we, human always like to buy more time for ourselves using money.
Yes, time can be bought with money.
Not the time that we already used though.
Like how we always spend more money on express bus/train to buy that extra time we saved.
But did we fully utilize that extra time to make it worthwhile?
“City people try to buy time as a rule, when they can, whereas country people are prepared to kill time, although both try to cherish in their mind's eye the notion of a better life ahead.” ~ Edward Hoagland
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Too Sweet For My Wallet
My dentist is so popular that I always have to wait months for him to see me.
Seeing him this time I knew my wallet will bleed.
Indeed but more than I had expected!
He scolded me that I had ate too many sweets, causing the decays.
Not one, but three decays all on my molar teeth.
My bill before discount: $385
My bill after discount : $300
Almost fainted.
After my expensive dental fee, I went shopping alone.
With all the tempting sales going on, I controlled myself extremely well & decided to go somewhere free to spend my time there before my class starts!
I went to the National Library & I simply love library!
Without spending unnecessary money, I got myself three interesting books. ^^
After my class, as per planned, I headed towards to my beautician's house for my monthly facial.
I just couldn't save my money on that!
When did Casey become such a spendthrift?
Today's spending:
Dental: $300
Bread: $1.50
Pancake: $1
Facial: $55
Total: $357.50
Oh no! I spent so much in just a day.
Oh yes, bread & pancake are my breakfast & lunch.
“A wise man should have money in his head, but not in his heart.” ~ Jonathan Swift
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wheel of Emotions
I wonder why is Love = Joy + Acceptance.
| Advanced emotion | Composed of... | |
|---|---|---|
| Optimism | Anticipation + Joy | |
| Love | Joy + Acceptance | |
| Submission | Acceptance + Fear | |
| Awe | Fear + Surprise | |
| Disappointment | Surprise + Sadness | |
| Remorse | Sadness + Disgust | |
| Contempt | Disgust + Anger | |
| Aggressiveness | Anger + Anticipation |
“Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.” ~ David Borenstein
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
The Legend That Never Dies
I don't know all his songs but my favourite are always
"Heal The World" & "You Are Not Alone"
Classic songs ever.
Just happened to saw another of his MV just now & was so touched by it.
It does not have touching melody like the two songs above but the impact is amazing.
Please read the lyrics too.
It's really sad & sudden that MJ has left us...but his legend never dies.
What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?
Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah
What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaah
I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth
(What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(ooo,ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn
“The meaning of life is contained in every single expression of life. It is present in the infinity of forms and phenomena that exist in all of creation.” ~ Michael Jackson
Timing in Life
We were so happy to see each other that we forgot to press the lift.
We chatted along the way to the bus-stop.
She met Lady B at the bus stop, who I didn't know.
Lady A said hi to Lady B.
After a while, Lady A saw her bus coming, bidded farewell to us & boarded the bus.
Lady B turned to me & started a conversation with me.
Voila!
I made a new friend.
If I had left the washroom one minute later or if we didn't miss the lift...
There would not have any Lady B.
Fate is such a mystery.
Every minutes & every seconds counts...
As if they are pre-planned.
I can still remember there were many such encounters between us but were neglected.
The seat, the lift, the bus-stop, the food courts & the back entrance.
“There are no little events in life, those we think of no consequence may be full of fate, and it is at our own risk if we neglect the acquaintances and opportunities that seem to be casually offered, and of small importance.”~Amelia E. Barr
Friday, July 03, 2009
さようならを言いたい。。。
The anticipation is no longer there..
Though cruel sometimes, but it didn't matter.
Anywhere, anytime...
私の願いが君の幸せだけです。。。
本当にありがとうも言いたい。。。
”ではまたね”を言ってはいけませんでしょう。
“The story of life is quicker then the blink of an eye, the story of love is hello, goodbye.” ~ Jimi Hendrix
Monday, June 29, 2009
この気持ちは守りたい
The first person who told me this is my ex-manager.
Before he told me, I didn't realize it at all.
However, come to think of it...
If I don't defend myself...
who will?
“We defend ourselves with descriptions and tame the world by generalizing” ~ Iris Murdoch
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The Arrow From Behind
She will try all means to protect herself & her position.
In order to display her knowledge gained from the experience...
she will show no mercy.
Even if she has to backstab you.
If not, she will lose her value.
I was backstabbed by her.
That's the working life in a MNC.
No flexibility as well.
Always the same question, "What's the process?"
Without the process, nobody knows how to work anymore.
“The crucial variable in the process of turning knowledge into value is creativity.” ~ John Kao
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Beautiful Beginning
I found the first lyrics that I ever wrote for Yida's competition but I didn't find it good enough to enter so I never send it in the end.
However, at that time & even till now, I still couldn't think of a song title for it.
Anyway, enjoy Casey Chan's first lyrics that inspired her for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th & more to come.
Hopefully, one day, Casey can have her first complete song.
頑張ります!
Lyrics#1
詞: Casey
曲: Yida
時間走的太慢
一分一秒不停旋轉
一點一滴把愛轉淡
時間讓愛變慢
讓心也越來越孤單
告訴我應該怎麼辦
好想回頭看一看
從前多麼的勇敢
愛你不覺的孤單
請你 將我心用愛填滿
不再讓它空虛寂寞孤單
把它變成賓紛又燦爛
讓我 再愛你感覺不難
不再讓我的愛變的茫然
也沒有遺憾
時間走的太慢
一分一秒不停旋轉
一點一滴把愛轉淡
時間讓愛變慢
變的孤單
應該怎麼辦
好想回頭看一看
從前多麼的勇敢
愛你不覺的孤單
請你 將我心用愛填滿
不再讓它空虛寂寞孤單
把它變成賓紛又燦爛
讓我能再愛你感覺不難
不再讓我的愛變的茫然
也沒有遺憾
感謝你將我心用愛填滿
不再讓它空虛寂寞孤單
把它變成賓紛又好燦爛
讓我 再愛你感覺不太難
不再讓我的愛變的茫然
也沒有遺憾
有你在身旁
怕遺憾
時間慢 愛變慢
會孤單 讓愛填滿
看一看 多勇敢 不孤單
不太難 不茫然 沒遺憾
Lyrics#2
幸福過後
電話聲响起時 我知道那一定是你
一句溫暖話語 直往心中幸福區域
不管天涯海角 只要你在身邊就好
心里甜甜滋味 因為是你所以加倍
想說一聲謝謝你曾給過的一切
雖然所有的美夢已經被你破滅
從今以後只能選擇一個人逛街
最後只希望你能好好和我告別
電話再次响起 我知道不會再是你
沒有溫暖話語 心中圍繞孤單區域
不管天涯海角 只要你還過的很好
心里苦澀滋味 因為是你所以加倍
Lyrics#3
思緒都是離開我的你
開口的是我 離開的是你
亂了思緒也亂了我的心
失去你是我的決定
心卻偷偷為你哭泣
告訴我這是錯誤的決定
不知不覺 心說服了我
我的錯誤決定傷透了心
原諒我的一時衝動
也原諒我曾經放棄你
因為我發現世上對我最好的人 是你
Lyrics#4
你對我的好 我看不到
你對我的溫柔 我也感覺不到
盲的是我的心 傷的卻是你的心
再一次選擇 離開了你
那一次的決定 決定和你分離
虛脫了我的心 卻背叛了你的心
放棄你的我不停責怪自己
心裡腦海出現全部還是你
原諒我的一時衝動放棄你
這一次不再輕易的放開你
因為我最愛的人原來是你
“One difference between poetry and lyrics is that lyrics sort of fade into the background. They fade on the page and live on the stage when set to music.” ~ Stephen Sondheim
Friday, June 12, 2009
冲动
很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信 自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂
我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 改变我
你是情人 还是朋友
还没勇气 想得太多
你的世界 如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落
“The way to recover the meaning of life and the worthwhileness of life is to recover the power of experience, to have impulse voices from within, and to be able to hear these impulse voices from within - and make the point : This can be done.” ~ Abraham Maslow
Thursday, June 11, 2009
The Windows That Won't Lie
People, perhaps without consciously doing so, probe each other's eyes and faces for positive or negative mood signs." [source: Wikipedia]
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I received a negative signal today.
“Use non-verbal communication to SOFTEN the hard-line position of others: S = Smile O = Open Posture F = Forward Lean T = Touch E = Eye Contact N = Nod.”
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Work From Home Day
Sounds good huh?
Not that good actually.
Working from home will tend to make you slack...
I overslept.
The weather was so hot that your laptop felt hot too & would tend to move your focus to the fridge.
I couldn't remember how many times I had opened my fridge today.
When that happened... tendency of getting fat is very high.
Adding in my mum's nagging, the noise of vacuum cleaner, TV , drilling work from somewhere etc & my mum & brother kept coming in to my room, how can I concentrate to work?
I thought I could slack a bit in between emails today but customers chose to add on my workload today, not yesterday & not tomorrow.
However, during my official lunch time which I already had my lunch earlier while working, I got to play with my doggies & that is one of the pros I can think of.
Maybe another pros is I can work in my sleeping attire.. so comfy wooo hooo
Ok.. the last pros I can think of is I can knock off immediately... to go gym to burn the calories I gathered today.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
All Around Me
My bed is pink.
My room's poster is pink.
My earphone is pink.
My jacket is pink.
My pencil case is pink.
My knitting bag is pink.
My luggage is pink.
My luggage strap is pink.
Contradictingly, my favourite colour is BLUE.
“You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you might find, you get what you need” ~ The Rolling Stones
Sunday, June 07, 2009
If I have the power...I wish to stop the time.
It's moving when you are deciding.
It's moving when you are walking.
It's moving when you are sleeping.
It's even moving when you are doing nothing.
It's moving so quietly that you won't realise it.
How many days left for June ... & how many days left to Australia?
“Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.”
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Japan ~ My Dream
My dream trip to Japan felt so unreal even on the day itself.
We took the A380 air bus & it was quite comfy.
I wasn't able to make any comparison as I had forgotten how the old air bus was like.
But...where was my after-meal dessert, ice-cream?
SIA cut cost?!!
We took the night flight & I had to rush home immediately after work... it was tiring.
However, I was glad I woke up, if not I would have miss the most beautiful sunrise ever.
I took my first step to practise my Japanese & it was when I was confirming with another passenger about the destination of the train we were taking. He understood what I said!
It was such a morale booster!
On the way searching for our hotel, I went to the police for help & again he understood what I was asking & gladly I could understand what he explained too!
I never felt so glad that all my my effort paid off!
After checking in the hotel, we set off to Ikebukuro.
Oh my! I felt a bit regret that I should have chosen the Ikebukuro branch of my hotel.
The guys there were so....... CUTE!!! *drooling*
Our best meal of that day was the "unexpected finding" of a small soba/udon shop. The meal wasn't expensive & the shop did not have any high class decoration but it was comfortable & its soba/udon was so unforgettably delicious!
The area that we stayed at was very interesting though two of my friends were so scared.
We stayed at Shinjuku but it was near the red light district.
Don't miss understood, it wasn't the ladies who were servicing the men....
It was a street where the men service the lonely ladies so I felt it was ok as there wasn't any weird uncles around that area.
Those patronizing the men are lonely ladies so it wasn't that scary at all & the men there were "beautiful", as if they had just popped out from anime!
However, away from the red light district, on the other side of Shinjuku was the busy shopping district & one of Tokyo's busiest train station.
Look out for the Matcha Ice-cream shop at the train station. It was yummy! I love it!Hence, we asked him to join us & he agreed immediately!
He looked so cute with the peace sign. LOL
Obviously the animals there were cuter & instead of lying on the mash metal plate, the animals were lying on the comfy mat.
The dogs are allowed to board the train, allowed to walk on the streets with no one screaming out loud when they saw them & the best thing is they are allowed to go shopping in shopping mall with their owners!!!
Singapore?! Sighz ~ Forget it!
On our way to Roppongi Hill, we met a Japanese man, carrying a baby & leashing a Shiba Inu!!
Shiba Inu!!! It was so cute!
The man was so friendly as we approached him if we could pat his dog.
A good Japanese husband waiting for his beautiful ex_SIA's stewardess wife, who was busy buying something.
Karen was impressed & fell in love with Roppongi.
Roppongi was really classy. ^^
Day 3:On a Sunday morning, every guidebook will tell you to head straight to Harajuku.
We did.
I love Harajuku's train station.
Though not what I was expecting but at least better than nothing.
We saw some obasans & we went forward to ask for direction.
Amusingly, they were lost & were looking for Meiji-Jingu too!
At Meiji-Jingu, we were lucky to be able to witness three wedding couples having their traditional ceremony there.
Their traditional wedding ceremony was so quiet & we were not used to it but it was such an eye-opening event.
Delicious!
Big sized dog costumes can be easily found in Japan & all the designs are soooooo cute!
I have never seen a dog's costume for big dogs selling here in Singapore. *sad*
How I wish my Happie is willing to wear this bumble bee costume.
All the ramen they sell over there were not cheap but seems kinda popular as we could find signatures all over their walls.
Getting out of the city life, we were heading towards Hakone, with the hope to see Fuji-san if we have the fate.
The cute train captain was so shy to take the photo with us. Hee hee.
Fuji-san!! My first sight of her was inside the cable car & it was spectacular!!I couldn't control my excitement at all!
She was soooo beautiful ^0^
I wanna reach that summit one day.
We were so excited that we found something so nice!
The black sesame ice-cream was really yummy!
I miss it so much!
They even have the sakura flavor but too bad it was out-of-stock.
Though at first the room reminded me of Sadako but during the night I was too exhausted to remember anything.
Nothing could wake me up anyway & who cares about Sadako!
If she happens to disturb my beauty sleep, I'll be the one who's cursing her.
I talked to him! haha asking for direction only but it was enough.
He was cool but we saw him smoking ... It's bad for health, Mr Cool Guy!
Gotemba was not really for me cos it's a place with all the expensive stuffs but I was glad I went as the view of Fuji-san was breathtaking over there.
However, our fate with Fuji-san was not that strong as the weather was kinda foggy.
Nobody had expected the hot spring to be that hot!
After a good night sleep on the futon, we headed to the dining room for breakfast.
On my way to the dining room, we passed by the main door & I was walking last, I happened to notice the main door was moving slighly with no one around. Out of curiousity, I went over, wanting to close it completely, suddenly the door was opened by a guy.
I was startled but he looked at me & my friends strangely & started to tell us that he had seen us before.
Unbelievably that we had stayed at the same hotels, both at Toyko & Hakone!
To be staying at the same hotels at two areas & at the same time, I guessed it does not happen easily since there are so many hotels in Tokyo & Hakone!
He came to Japan with his mum from Taiwan & we decided to travel together for that day.
I still wonder if that door didn't move that morning....
However I felt so awkward around him as my friends were pushing me to him! Sighz~
We took the pirates ships...
enjoyed the sea breeze or should be cold breeze...
went to the shrine & saw the torii...
& went to the sulfuric spring to eat the famous black eggs which could extend your life for 7 years per egg....Day 6:
The day I was waiting for!
We managed to get the tickets at 200 yen cheaper each! Wooo hooo!
I felt like a child again. The money spent on the ticket was worth it ^^
I love Disneyland!
Pooh was so cute!
Reminded me of my doggies
His beak hit my face when I was trying to adjust my position! *ouch*
It looked like a kid's meal but it was yummy!
We were lucky to get a very nice spot for the parade!
Why is my face so red? I can't remember why I was laughing so hard.
Our tedious day.
The day we had to move hotel from Shinjuku to Ueno.
It was a tough journey with additional luggages from our busy shopping trips.
Along the street of Yanaka, we spotted an elementary school.
In that school, there was this little boy that caught our attention.
He was gorgeous!
He was many times more cuter in real person!
Lot no. 99
I wonder when will it be realized.
It has been weeks since I came back from Japan..hmmmm...
Remember to spot our photo at one of Ueno arcade where Julian got the first prize & we were lucky to take the picture together with him.
Random photo at one of the cafe which we decided to condemn it.
It sucks! Both service & menu sucks!
Will people mistook that we went to New York?
Venus Fort mall with the blue sky painted on the ceiling...you will forget it's night night when you are there.
Day 9:
Last full day to enjoy.
Sad to leave Japan but have to.
We went to Akihabara & I was expecting to see only otakus there but I could only find a few otakus. To my surprised, I saw some cute guys in the figuring shops! They didn't look like otakus at all.
I didn't expect too much from it, just wanna try it out.
Unexpectedly, it was delicious!
Time to say goodbye... but
I'll be back Japan!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
從另一個角度認識我
Don't worry, this blog is still around as the style of both blogs are different.
I have put the link on the left hand side of the page "HaPPieDayz"
Enjoy.
By the way, stay tuned for my Japan trip photos. :)
“I am more than I know myself to be.”
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Mind my own business...
I did my income tax e-filing smoothly with NO single hiccup.
I'm not oblige to help anyone.. if I help out, it's only out of goodwill.
I didn't approach anyone to help me, did I?
But in return, no appreciation yet I gotten reprimanded for filing last minute.
I wonder did they see me sleeping with my laptop doing my work halfway these few days...
How stressful was I these few days with my work..will they ever know?
Who cares if I die or not as long as they can survive.
One changed his password on his own & didn't inform me at all...causing the account being locked by the system. - My fault.
The other one didn't provide me the password which he already went into his account to look look only. So I guess he figured out that password is required to log in then why didn't he provide it to me? - My fault.
One scolded me for saying he provided me to school & I couldn't even accomplish such a simple task.
I told him, excuse me..I paid for my own allowance & school fees, he kept quiet.
The other one said if he has his insurance info, he won't beg me to do it. He went in to look already & if he really is sincere in doing it, he would have know that he doesn't need the insurance info if his CPF contribution is more than 5k.
All my fault.
I should have mind my own business.
I've learnt my lesson.
I care if I die or not, even if no one else cares.
“"If everybody minded their own business, the world would go round a deal faster than it does” ~ Lewis Carroll
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Morale Event
I forgot all about it the next day.
I told her that no slipper allowed as we will be playing ice-breaking games.
I forgot about it too.
How serious my memory is failing.
On that day, we played a few ice-breaking games which we thought they were rather stressful! LOL
We had our dinner at NUSS.
Food was just ok but scenery was nice.
Nevertheless, it somehow fulfilled its purpose of bringing the team together.
By the way, a piece of delayed good news.
Lucky is safely back home last week. ^^
“Coming together is a beginning. Keeping together is progress. Working together is success.”~ Henry Ford
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Happy & Sad T.T
Busy working, studying, playing & preparing my brother's wedding.
Working life has becoming tiring for me..with the non stop emails flowing in & all the never-ending work to do.....
I'm seriously tired.
Sighz...
I went to watch 2 concerts within 2 months.
1st one was Lu Guang Zhong....
Big News!!!
On 1st March, my big brother is finally married!
Hand in hand, walking down the aisleOn the very same day, I lost my Lucky.
I wonder did anyone took him in...
I wonder how is he now..
I hope he won't become a stray dog...
Please let me know if you see him...
I miss him so much. T.T
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Lucky Marley
I didn't know planning a 10 days 9 nights trip required a lot of thinking like the travel route, accessibility of hotel to train stations, which area to stay for which day etc.
However, it was really fun to plan for my own trip!
Side-tracking....
Yesterday I had bought some books.
One of them is "Marley".
I didn't watch the movie and have not read the book yet but I guess it will be a sad dog story.
Gotta cry again *sobs
Doesn't Marley & my Lucky look alike?
80% look alike?
Maybe there's a slight difference.
Marley is fairer cos Marley is a Caucasian & Lucky is an asian, thus he's more tanned.
Maybe...
Another two books I bought are to hope that I will be able to improve & correct my English grammar mistakes that I have been making all my life.
Thanks to Singlish ~
So for the time being, pardon all my grammar mistakes.
I will work hard.
"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to him. A waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his. It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not. As I wrote that farewell column to Marley, I realized it was all right there in front of us, if only we opened our eyes. Sometimes it took a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see." ~ John Grogan
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Long Time No See
My cough is getting worse each day yet I refused to visit the doctor.
Stubborn me.
Since the shift in job scope around end Dec, I feel so tired after work everyday coz the new job scope is more complicated & is stressing my brain.
Argggh...Enough of the complaints!!!
Here's a quick update of my life in the beginning of 2009.
On 4th Jan, I went to see MayDay's concert.
The queue was soooo long & luckily we went there to queue early.
Nice sunset viewI'm FINALLY going to JAPAN this coming MAY!
YIPPPPPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
My dream from donkey years ago is finally going to come true!
The air ticket is a great bargain!
I'm flying by......
Singapore Airline..... A380 Air Bus!!!!!!!
the price is only...SGD 698 nett!!!
Woooooo Hoooooo!
Don't envy! hahaha
I'm so excited and have been planning my itinerary, reading guide book everyday.
hmmm... can I try cosplaying???
“Travel, in the younger sort, is a part of education; in the elder, a part of experience.”~ Francis Bacon, Sr.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Welcoming 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
It's 12.05am now!!!
Sending my wishes on the first moment of 2009!
A New Year, A New Start.
Time for my resolutions!!!
As usual,
1) Burn my fats!!!
I believe it can be fulfill this year cos I'm a True Fitness Gym member now! Haha
2) Find my Martian
A bit hard but I'm trying. Kinda feel that Cupid doesn't really like me.
3) Do well in my job
I will do my best although it's stressful & tiring
That's all folks.
“We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day.” ~ Edith Lovejoy Pierce
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Sending off 2008....
It's 10.18pm now so left about 1 hour & 42 mins to a brand new year.
Nothing really great happened on 2008.
The only happy occasion on 2008 is the birth of Baby Kai Kai.
What's over is over, I'll try to leave all those unhappiness at 2008.
No carrying forward !!!
Everything will start anew.
Gotta start thinking about my New Year's resolutions although I didn't really work hard enough to fulfill my past resolutions.
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE !!!
Last request in 2008.
Please pardon my last sigh for 2008....
Sigh.....It's blue....
“"Old times" never come back and I suppose it's just as well. What comes back is a new morning every day in the year, and that's better.”~ George E. Woodberry
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
A better life
Why do people have to go to work?
Who is that fellow who determined that we have to work?
Why isn't work 9 to 5 anymore?
Why is Singapore's working lifestyle becoming so stressful & tiring?
Why are we working so hard but at the end of the month we are still receiving the same amount?
SO...
Why are we working so hard for???
A better life?
So do we have enough time & energy to enjoy the "better life"?
I Don't.
Maybe it's only me who's leading a contradicting life.
“Without work, all life goes rotten. But when work is soulless, life stifles and dies.”~ Albert Camus
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Making life more interesting but tiring
I had a hard time finding the hotel & the staff at Sentosa were not professional enough to help me!
One of them showed me the wrong direction, causing me to walk a long way on heels!
Anyway, it was really nice to see my friend so happy on her big day.

Yesterday, we went for our first picnic at Singapore Botanic Garden.
I can still remember my dad used to bring us there often when we were young.
When I went back yesterday, the place was so different.
However, I can still remember the swan lake where there used to have a lot of swans.
Our belated X'mas presentsWe decided to have another one next time.
Today, Me & Karen went to queue up for our first May Day Concert's ticket!
The crowd was so scary & luckily Karen's friend (thanks to her!) went there to queue early in the morning.
Yes, you are right!
We cut queue! Ha ha ha ha
Please don't be mistaken!!!!
Singaporeans don't really enjoy queuing!!!
We were forced to queue & too bad we were the obedient ones.
After we got the tickets, we went for our lunch & after our lunch we saw the queue was still so long!!!
LUCKY US!!!
“Of course life is bizarre, the more bizarre it gets, the more interesting it is. The only way to approach it is to make yourself some popcorn and enjoy the show.”
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I wish...
Never in our life, we made so many wishes in less than one hour.
It will be floating on Singapore River so spot it for us! ^^
Saturday, December 13, 2008
An Ironic Day
It was considered cheap by comparing $2.29 per plate for ala carte menu.
I didn't take my dinner last night so that meal was considered as my last night's dinner, today's breakfast & lunch. Three meals taken together. Hee hee.
Anyway, after the bloated buffet, we went to shop around for X'mas presents.
It was very crowded in the mall, as usual for a Saturday.
Around evening, I headed towards ...... gym to burn the calories gained during the sushi buffet.
Haha... crazy huh?! My brother thought so too when I told him.
It was nice that the gym wasn't crowded on a Saturday evening & I even had the sauna room all by myself.
Temperature was 90 Degree Celsius. Almost cooked me but it was really great.
After the great workout, I went for a short shopping session alone.
Actually, shopping alone has its pros too & I kinda like it.
No doubt that I'm a lone ranger.
After doing some shopping, I headed to meet my family........ for dinner.
Haha.... A wasted gym session, I know.
But I managed to spot a cute Caucasian & a few hunks in the gym so consider not wasted right?
Oh my..... It's so hard to slim down.
“It is ironic that we focus on weight loss, when the real challenge is weight maintenance.” ~ James Hill
Friday, December 12, 2008
The path to Hell
I hope he/she will get punish by going to Hell.
How could this person do such a cruel thing to the vulnerable cat?!!
How could this person cut open the stomach of this poor pregnant cat?!!!
How could this person bear to kill the mother cat & the unborn kittens?!!!
So many question marks in my head...
Why why why??!!!
It's just a cat!! How did it offend that person???
“Curiosity killed the cat.... Curiosity was framed. Ignorance killed the cat.”
Monday, December 08, 2008
Long Weekend
Gonna start work tomorrow but I didn't rest enough during this long weekend.
Instead my weekend was quite busy.
I was busy with friends whom I didn't catch up for quite some time, once-a-month facial, went to gym, spent time with my family & dogs, PSP-ing & most importantly, catching up with my beauty sleep.
Tomorrow will be a long day for me cos I know what's waiting for me. The to-do list is sooooo long that i tried not to think about it when I was trying to enjoy my long weekend.
Anyway, four more days to Saturday. Hee hee... I love weekend!
The good news is that there will be quite a few public holiday that fall on Monday in 2009!
More long weekends. ^^ Yipppeeee!
“There aren't enough days in the weekend.”~ Rod Schmidt
Monday, December 01, 2008
Peace
I sincerely wish & hope for
WORLD PEACE!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
My Weekend
Therefore, I decided to catch up those movies which I wanted to watch but didn't.
I simply love movie marathon.
I spent my weekend watching......
"Journey to the center of the earth",
"Eight Below" (as usual, I always cry when watching dogs movie.... poor old Jack *sobs*) &
" The Shaggy Dog" (However, I didn't cry for this, it was funny)
Had went to my malay friend's wedding as well.
The food was better than I expected but not the dessert though.
“The only reason why we ask other people how their weekend was is so we can tell them about our own weekend.”
~ Chuck Palahniuk
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I'll set off on a new chase...I gotta see a new face
New people and new environment awaiting.
Have to turn my body clock to Singapore's timing from today onwards.
“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.”~ Seneca
Friday, November 14, 2008
Footprints
Although..
None of them accompany me through.
“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.”
Thursday, November 13, 2008
A friendship that I have never lost
I cannot remember when was the previous time he chatted with me so nicely.
We used to end our conversation arguing.
Maybe both of us have matured.
Or maybe it was only that day.
I miss calling him & waiting for his calls.
I miss the time we used to spend chatting on the phone almost everyday, chatting anything under the sun.
He told me about his soccer, his friends, his motorbike, his dog, his family etc.
I told him about my friends, my family, my crushes, my job etc.
I miss the time we used to spend together working part time in the same company after school.
He waited for me to close my counter to eat lunch with him & I waited for him to clear his stuff before lunch.
I told him that one of my colleagues looked cute & he said just so so only.
He asked me to help him with his earrings during lunch cos he didn't know how to do it himself.
He said I was so rough towards him & I ever told him that he was not a bit romantic at all.
We both denied.
We are friends for 10 years this year.
Friends from the start, till now & forever.
Nothing more.
Maybe there was but I gave that up cos I cherished his friendship more than anything else I wanted.
Coz....
He was the only person that I cried to when I have problems with my friends &
He was the only person that scolded me stupid cos I didn't listen to him that the guy I dated was a jerk.
“Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.” ~ Elie Wiesel
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
女人啊...
不是哭...
而是...
忍耐.
但忍耐也是有限度的唷.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I wish the time will go slower
scold her for the things she has done...
never help her...
ignore her...
when I couldn't get in touch with her...
I regretted so much for whatever I ever did.
At least I know she's safe & sound now...
or else I'm the biggest sinner in the world.
Getting out of Singapore tomorrow for a break...
I'm so tired today.
“Her love is peace. It need not be acquired, it need not be deserved.”~ Erich Fromm
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Shhhh.... It's a secret
However, I had dropped that thought & decided to go Japan with my buddies instead.
Today, another Honeymoon destination popped into my mind.
Shhhh... It's a secret.
I'm not gonna tell you where until I'm ready to go.
However, it's gonna be expensive & I'm gonna save up now.
"Cross fingers"
“Happiness consists of living each day as if it were the first day of your honeymoon and the last day of your vacation”
Saturday, September 27, 2008
F1 Grand Prix
Luckily we changed our plan.
If not, we would have missed the chance to "pass by" the circuit, hear the sound & see the race cars LIVE which totally made us super excited.
The sound of the race cars was so loud that it almost burst my eardrums & it is still lingering in my head now!
COOL!!!
"If everything seems under control, you're just not going fast enough."~ Mario Andretti
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Precious bonding as lasting as the ties of this earth can ever be
Just finished watching "A Tale of Mari and Three Puppies" which is based on a real story. So touching & sad.
Out of these four movies, "10 Promises to My Dog" & "A Tale of Mari and Three Puppies" made me cry until both my eyes were swollen.
Animal/Dog lovers shouldn't miss watching all these movies.
I believe only those who has a dog like me will understand that kind of special bonding between me & my dog.
Just the thought alone of him/her leaving me one day will make me cry, I cannot imagine if that day really come....
"A species so intimately involved with our own, which has shared our life since time immemorial."~ Alfred Barbou
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Five tips for a woman
2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.
3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.
4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.
5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.
“When a man opens a car door for his wife, it's either a new car or a new wife.”
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
My Story
Although I'm always curious to know the ending but it will make me lose interest in reading what's going on in between.
If my life is a story, likewise, I wouldn't wanna know my ending but I'm really curious how the plot will be like for the next chapter.
By the way, who is the author of my story?
God?
or
me?
If I'm the author then why couldn't I control the plots of my story?
So, will the mysterious author be kind enough to give me a wonderful ending?
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” ~ Maria Robinson
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Wish Upon the Star ~
I don't think many people (maybe in Singapore) care & bother to admire the lovely night sky.
Anyway, I was walking Happie yesterday & happened to see how nice the moon was so I decided to take a picture of it.
The picture turned out nicer than I expected & glad that Happie was quietly sitting down waiting for me to take this picture.
Saw the star beside the moon?
I saw it today again after my class while walking to the bus stop & my classmate said it was not a star, it was the satellite.
Hmmm....
It looks like a star to me.
I wonder will my sis be able to see the star/satellite in US & my bro be able to see that too in China....
It's so amazing that though we are all far apart but we are still seeing the same moon every night.
“To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest”
Monday, July 14, 2008
Our mind believes its shelter is in time
Will slowly one by one delete them &
当全部都删除了以后。。。一切就真的结束了。
“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”~ Gloria Naylor
Friday, July 11, 2008
Last day of Work & A new start seeking for my career
Today is my last day of work.
Hate to leave my nice & lovely colleagues.
Couldn't find any better colleagues in other companies like them at the moment.
No politics, no selfishness & standing on the same side against boss. Haha...
Most of all I feel so bad towards my senior, didn't really wanna leave her almost alone in the battle.
However, I know clearly that I HAVE to leave.
Last minute cleared all my rubbish & packed my stuffs.
Looking at my clean table... suddenly I feel kinda lonely & had the thought of staying on which the feeling I couldn't really explain.
It's like..the place is so familiar to me which feel like my second home yet sometimes hate to go & when realised I won't be coming back..it's kinda sad.
Definitely I'm gonna miss my table, my work, my colleagues & my boss.
Leaving behind all the stress & bad memories, I felt so light yet so empty.
“Everything you want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything.”~ Harry Browne
Monday, June 30, 2008
快樂 我哭 是因為你的手曾答應帶我向前走
So many things happened today!
One of my colleagues who I always like to chat with left the company today.
I got to know a new friend who loves dog as much as I do & he lives very very near me!
I chatted for very long on the phone with a supplier who I barely know & he gave me a lot of his personal advices.
I finally chatted with another supplier who I see almost everyday for the past 5 months plus but never talk a single word before.
A guy who used to go to the same religious place as me popped up in front of me & asked if I still remember him! I didn't know he is one of my supplier too! So coincidence!
Added a new friend into my MSN list. She is my supplier too!
Chatted with one of my old school mates who I didn't chat with for very long & he threw one big bomb at me to share his happiness.
Chatted with a friend & just when I was so disappointed with his tactless remarks,
he said the final sentence to make everything sound..........
sweet.
However, I can no longer judge how true it is anymore.
Suddenly, I realised my world is revolving so much around the people at my work.
.
.
難過 我哭 是因為我的手找不到你說的 以後
“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.”
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Casey's Wishlist
Was thinking on the bus, if a Genie came to me & gave me one wish to be granted no matter what it is, what will it be?
I thought for more than half an hour & came up with these:
" I wish I have three wishes that will be granted no matter what they are."
Hee hee. Of course this wish will be granted & I can think of three more.
"First, I want to have the ability to read the minds of any people & animals I want to read."
"Secondly, I want to have the ability to turn back time."
"Lastly, I want to have the ability to heal illnesses."
Hmmmm.... I wonder can I just sum these three up just by wishing that I can do whatever I want, then I will have two more wishes.
Anyway, nothing better to do & to be more practical, I came up with a short wish list for this year which can only be fulfilled by myself. Haven't met any genie yet.
Hee hee.
- A new job
- A new desktop
- A new pair of spectacle
- A new hairstyle & colour
- A new wardrobe of clothes
- My first manicure
- A trip to Hong Kong, Taiwan or Japan (depending on my financial status)
- Finally, a positive health report
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
“I will not wish thee riches nor the glow of greatness, but that wherever thou go, some weary heart shall gladden at thy smile, or shadowed life know sunshine for awhile. And so thy path shall be a track of light, like angels' footsteps passing throug”
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Obstacle tests
Yes, alone.
Career.
Relationship.
Family.
They all come to me at the same phase.
They are testing my endurance too.
Getting tired...... I need a place to do what I wanna do now.
“Women are never stronger than when they arm themselves with their weaknesses” ~ Madame Marie du Deffand
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Exhausted Week
Friday: Knitting class & after that met up with my buddies for a drink & had a long chat with them in a quiet park till 2am! We hardly do that after we all started working & really happy to have them around when I needed them the most.
Saturday: Woke up around 9.30am & went for my all time favourite ~ KTV! Sang straight for 6-1/2hrs! ^^
On the train back home, I suddenly miss Kai Kai.
I miss hugging him, miss his smell, his cries & his singing.... have to endure for another four more days.
Sunday: My buddy's birthday! Will be going out tomorrow to celebrate with her. ^^
I'm so sleepy now ~
“Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime and too sleepy to worry at night.”
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
The stone that cuts
I never learn my lesson.
I thought he's different from him &
I thought I found someone who cherished me more than anyone else.
Yah.. I know they are all "I thought" only.
Actually, they are exactly the same.
Met through the same medium
Went to the same place
& they ran away using the same way too.
But.. this time it hurts more.
For once, I followed my heart irrationally.
I thought this time finding out why will lighten the weight but I didn't know the stone had cut me.
Ok... Don't ask me anymore.
“Love is I know not what, which comes from I know not where and finishes I know not how.”
Sunday, June 08, 2008
好聽 ~
你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没有那麼聪明
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静 不去理
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静
静静 是再也不去理
“Love is being stupid together.”~ Paul Valery
Monday, June 02, 2008
So Cute ~
Can't get enough of him...his sleeping face is sooo adorable!!!
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Peace oncemore ~
Going deeper tends to make me lose myself.
It's straining me....
I saw the hateful me once again.
It's scary...
Oh my, I'm so tired
please return the peace I used to have back to me.
"The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall."
Mother & son ~
So anxious to see him!!!
Dreamt of my sis & him yesterday... but not a good one cos my sis scolded me in that dream.
Haha...
Dreams & realities are opposite right?
LUCKY!
I knitted a pair of hats for my sis & BB Kai...
The colour is too bright... I know.
Hope they like them.
“The greatest gift you can give another is the purity of your attention.” ~ Richard Moss
Friday, May 30, 2008
This is the first time I find my boss....
................. Cute!!!
I rejected the offer by my company as a perm staff.
Today while he was walking behind me,
he mumbled like a child...
"why did you reject our offer?"
I turned around & smiled at him awkwardly...
"Want me to talk to you?" He asked.
I immediately shouted "NO!!" & scurried away!
Ha ha
I admit I'm a soft hearted person.
People used my weakness to take advantage of me sometimes.
But today my senior pleaded me to reconsider to stay...
I wavered again.
I'm so useless! So wishy washy!!!
Between Favor & Prospects, I know the latter is more important...isn't it?
“Indecision is the graveyard of good intentions”
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
It Made My Heart Cried ~
在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动 自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go." ~ Herman Hesse
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Reflection ~
I was told by many people that I always think too much.
I realised that.
Always worrying about consequences of things that have not even happen.
I aways make a mountain out of a mole hill.
Over rational sometimes.
In relationship, my friends often tell me to lower my expectations.
However, I really do not know when did I start to choose the man to be with rationally.
By check listing on looks, prospects, personalities etc.
My heart's expectation is actually very simple, as long as I feel happy with him...
but my mind always eventually suppressed the heart's will.
“The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.”~ Thomas Merton
Friday, May 23, 2008
It doesn't pay to be kind ~
" Got problem, you can look for Casey, she's a kind girl............."
Being kind only ended up getting more workloads.
I decided not to be so kind so I talked harshly to my storeman today saying that he was being unhelpful for not helping me when I requested his help earlier.
He then said, "Ok, I'm free now, just let me know what do you want."
Did he sense that I was being harsh???
Am I harsh enough?
Or is it by being harsh, people will tends to help you more?
I'm confused.
“Do not destroy a child’s dignity. There is a vast difference between being harsh and being firm.”
Getting out of here ~
I'm still the same old me, the same one 10 years ago.....
It only means there's no progress & no improvement made.
I hate that!
How can I learn to be tougher, be firmer & be more confident?
Frustrated!!!
Where is the sense of achievement I'm yearning for?
“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”~ Mark Victor Hansen
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Busy ~
I'm quite busy with Paulo Coelho ~ (Time for reading),
I'm very busy playing with my PSP ~ (Time for Tales of the World),
I'm also busy crochetting my booties ~ (Time for Crochetting),
I'm always busy revising my Japanese ~ (Nihongo no jikan),
I'm kinda busy with my Korean Drama ~ (Time for Behind the white tower),
I'm definitely very busy with my Japanese Dramas ~ (Time for Absolute Boyfriend / Last Friends!) ,
I'm also seems to be busy listening to his songs ~ (Relaxing time),
I like his soothing voice ~ & .....
Now time to be busy with my beauty sleep! ^.^
"Most people are so busy knocking themselves out trying to do everything they think they should do, they never get around to what they want to do."
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Peaceful Sunday
Last Sunday, I woke up at 6.30am.
Unbelievable huh...
I woke up to join Karen, her parents & many others to Upper Peirce reservoir for a slow morning walk.
Addicted on PSP...... (-_-)"
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Shopping Heaven ~ Bangkok
I had never bought so many things in just 4 days, not even during my previous trip to China.
Day 1:
The staff had poor command of English.
One of them couldn't explain "opposite" & had to draw a picture to explain. By the way, it is a four stars hotel.
In order to save money for more useful purposes, we took a tuk-tuk.Ha ha, yes!!! Six of us in a small tuk-tuk!!!
It was such an unforgettable experience!
On the second day, we spent most of our time in this cheap market
- The Chatuchak Weekend Market.
The weather was hot & the market was stuffy!
Couldn't remember how much water we drank & luckily we brought some on our own.
To cool ourselves, we went for a cooling ice grass jelly dessert!
The brown topping was brown sugar actually & they eventually ended up in the dustbin.
The animal's section!!!
This poor rabbit was caged in a small caged which it barely can move.
Sobs...Sobs...
Cruelty!
However, I discovered that some of the owners were very rough in handling their puppies.
Poor puppies...
I can't remember the exact name of this breed but I always
call this breed "Jian Gou" due to one of the anime I used to watch had this type of dog.

After a tired day at Chatuchak, We went to experience the Thai massage & foot reflexology.
It was not too bad.
We walked away without giving tips! Ha ha
Didn't even have time for Pratunum Centre.
Saw the busy road? Scary!
We bought so many things in the NaRaYa's Boutique in there.
Jim Thompson.
The ambience was not too bad.
We chose a tart with more filling but the waitress insisted that this was the one we pointed.
Useless to argue with her.
Brain cells died faster these days.
Memory cells too.
I really couldn't remember what its name.
SORRY!!
However.....
I remember.....
it is
YUMMY!!!
Day 4:
Very busy day! No time to take photos at all.
We had our schedule tightly planned.
Early in the morning after breakfast, we went to do last minute shopping at MBK.
Bought big bag of goodies, most of them were pork floss.
After that we went straight back to hotel to pack & check out.
However, due to some unforeseen circumstances, we were being delayed from our plan.
The reception had checked us out despite we had requested late check out. My friends had to ran down to the reception there to reactivate the access cards of our rooms.
Time wasted!!!
My door card access machine ran out of batteries!!!
I believe not many people will encounter this kind of situation!!!
Not many people know the machine uses batteries too!!!!!
Time wasted again!!!
By the time we packed and checked out, we were already late for our 2nd massage's appointment!
Leading to the massage ended later than we had planned & we had to get back to the airport to catch the airport transfer.
We waited for quite some time & finally we caught hold of a cab but unfortunately we were stucked in the traffic jam!
The traffic wasn't moving at all!!!
We missed the airport transfer, had to pay for the delay & cab fare straight to the airport, late check in leading to separate seatings.
The worst thing was, I was arranged to sit with ABN in front, beside and behind of me!!!
I'm very sensitive to the smell & the one behind kept pulling my hair!
IRRITATING!!!!!
Luckily, it was only a two hour flight or else I will go crazy.
Nevertheless, it was quite a fun but tiring trip.
A very good place to shop indeed!
“A vacation is like love - anticipated with pleasure, experienced with discomfort and remembered with nostalgia”
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Congratulation to me!
I was expecting a negative result but surprisingly, I passed.
Not with flying colours, of course.
I was expecting a "failed", remember?!
Anyway, I'm glad that I was quite lucky in guessing the correct answers...
one new JLPT 3 cert will be added to my collection.
On my way up up up to JLPT 2!

“A thing long expected takes the form of the unexpected when at last it comes” ~ Mark Twain
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Miracle of Life
On the 10th of February 2008....a cute little life was born...

His name is Wu Kai-En, Joshua.
Oh my oh my.... He's sooooooooooooooooo kawaii!!!!!
On the very same day, I had become his one & only AUNT.
A long distance aunt.
How I wish I have a private jet now. Ha Ha ~
“A new baby is like the beginning of all things-wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities.”~ Eda J. Le Shan
Monday, February 04, 2008
Show Pressie

this wonderful pressie!
Show Show Show!!!
KTV type one.... save me the trouble of searching for lyrics.
Hee hee.
“Beautiful music is the art of the prophets that can calm the agitations of the soul; it is one of the most magnificent and delightful presents God has given us" ~ Martin Luther
Saturday, January 12, 2008
只能送你最后一程了。。。
有人说: “每个人都要经历生老病死的过程。”
那对他而言, 真的好不公平。
他的人生旅途只有“生”“病“和“死”。
老天剥夺了他可以老的权利。
忘不了他的笑容。
忘不了他调皮的叫着我的名字的样子。
当我知道他已离开我们的时候, 我的脑开始不停的搜索所有与他有关的画面。
发现三年的回忆我却只能想到的只有那么少。
原来我一直把这些回忆和他当成理所当然的,因为只要他还在这些回忆并不重要。
非常遗憾的连他最后一眼也没看到。。。
如今那少少的回忆现在变得很重要,很珍贵。
抱着重重的情绪去送他最后一程, 告诉自己一定要控制自己的情绪。
当看到那相片里熟悉的他和他那永远都那么灿烂的笑容时, 眼泪不听使唤的一直流。
他哥哥安慰我说这也许对他来说是一种解脱。
情绪迟迟无法平复。
当他将要永远化成灰烬时,
真的好伤心也好后悔为什么当他生病时没有鼓起勇气去看他。
希望现在的他正在前往天堂的路上,永远不会再生病了。
“Of all the wonders that I yet have heard, It seems to me most strange that men should fear; Seeing that death, a necessary end, Will come when it will come.”~ William Shakespeare
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Turn Left or right?
Don't wanna disappoint both parties but there's only one ME.
How I wish I have Naruto's Kage Bunshin no jutsu (影分身の術).

“Never bring the problem solving stage into the decision making stage. Otherwise, you surrender yourself to the problem rather than the solution.” ~ Robert H. Schuller
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Resolution for 2008
Looking back at 2007, the only achievement that I can slightly proud of is ....
I have graduated with a Degree!
That's all.
No fats burn.
Instead, as expected I gained more fats.
For the coming year 2008, I have decided 3 resolutions.
1) Firstly, as usual, burn my fats!!!!
2) Secondly, quickly find a career that has prospect & settle down.
3) Lastly, find my Martian.
Not that hard huh.
I really hope so.
“Making resolutions is a cleansing ritual of self-assessment and repentance that demands personal honesty and, ultimately, reinforces humility. Breaking them is part of the cycle.”~ Eric Zorn
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Lazy Casey
Didn't update for sooooo long coz my lazy cells are so active for the past weeks.
Here's a latest news for everyone.
I'm quitting my current job & decided to go back to my ex-company which offered me
- a higher salary,
- longer working hour,
- more workload,
- lousier welfare,
- more expensive lunch,
- lousier lunch menu,
- further pickup point.
Only win one out of seven points!!!!
I'm soooo money minded..... Oh my!
Anyway, I'm only going back to work as a temporary staff to help them out.
But when can I find a permanent one to settle down????
Sigh~~~
Recently, I went to my poly-buddy's church wedding.
It was really touching when we saw her in tears thanking her family & those who are special to her & how her hubby was extremely elated to marry her!
Wishing these two wonderful people a happy life together, Congratulations!
2008 is just 6 more days away & I'm getting older & older & older & older & ........
Most of my friends are either married or have good jobs but I'm still in the middle of nowhere!
Kill my lazy cells for me!!!!
“To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else.”~ Bernadette Devlin
Merry Merry Christmas to All of You!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!May the peace and blessings of Christmas be yours;
And may the coming year be filled with happiness.
May the Christmas season fill your home with joy
your heart with love and your life
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Who Needs You?
You will start to question
your existence...
your value...
& slowly you will doubt yourself...
Eventually the little bit of confidence that left in you will soon be.......
GONE ~ ~ ~
Scary huh?!
“Disability is a matter of perception. If you can do just one thing well, you're needed by someone.”~ Martina Navratilova
Monday, November 26, 2007
Royal Copenhagen Tea Lounge Restaurant
This is done by Karen. Very cute!
Must credit her or else she will charge me copyright fee... (-_-")
No photos on the desserts! Opps!
You go there & try them yourself!
Definitely worth the trip!
“We know we're getting old when the only thing we want for our birthday is not to be reminded of it.”Sunday, November 25, 2007
Quick Update
This month is really a busy month for me.
I hope next month will be better but looking at my schedule book, I guess it will not be.
Just a quick update on what I had been doing.
Recently, I was busy revising for my japanese school tests.
Just these tests alone occupied so much of my time & it was finally over last Tuesday.
At the same time, I was busy going for interviews but none of them I was satisfied. Either the job scope was boring or the location was too inconvenient.
So, No Luck yet!
Last Thursday, I was invited to our company annual dinner at Suntec City. This year, the dinner was very special coz it's the company's 25th anniversary & the year that it received 2 prestigious awards.
Though I was invited but I wasn't entitled to get the door gifts which were a digital camera & a photo printer. *SOBS*
The reason was beacause I'm not its permanent staff! But didn't I contribute too????!!!
UNFAIR!!!!
These are some of the photos I took during the annual dinner.
These few days, I was busy revising for my upcoming JLPT on Dec 2.
Last minute revision!!! Hee hee..... Hope it helps!
I was also kinda busy clearing computer virus which was given as a gift from my friend. @#$&%#^$%^^~!#%^&*#&*~@
Yesterday I went to Royal Copenhagen Tea Lounge Restaurant to celebrate my buddy's belated birthday.
It was my first time to Royal Copenhagen Tea Lounge Restaurant.
We were served using exquisite hand painted Royal Copenhagen porcelains that are exclusively created for the Danish Royal Family!
I love its desserts... they were really YUMMY!!!
Will post up the photos once I got them.
Will be attending 2 wedding lunch/dinner & department dinner next month.
I'm looking forward for the monthly department's bonding session dinner at Ritz Carlton Hotel!
Food ~ Food ~ Food~ !!!!
“Being busy does not always mean real work. The object of all work is production or accomplishment and to either of these ends there must be forethought, system, planning, intelligence, and honest purpose, as well as perspiration. Seeming to do is not doing.”~ Thomas Alva Edison
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Sad Loyalty... Sobs Sobs
My brother knew I'll be sad if I look at these photos but he still sent them to me.
It's really sad but touching ~~~
Using its paw, the dog tried to wake its already-dead friend....


“A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.” ~ Josh Billings
Friday, October 26, 2007
Moody day
Was craving for my hershey the whole day at work, knowing it will somehow cheer me up.
Just too bad that I didn't bring any to work.
Normally, these are the few things I will do if I feel moody.
1) The easiest way is to sleep! Nothing is more effective than waking up fresh.
2) Eat chocolate if I have it in my fridge. Chocolate can cheer me up!
3) Sit in front of my computer, turn on the volume & scream along with the songs. Not sing, it's SCREAM! Poor neighbours, I know.
4) Lastly, take out a pen and a piece of used paper and scribble hard in random manner... until you can't recognise it
5) Have yet to invent one. Maybe soon.
So far, they are effective for me! You can try it too! ^0^
I just did 2 & 3....
“Certainly there are good and bad times, but our mood changes more often than our fortune” ~ Jules Renard
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Time waits for no one indeed
Without noticing, she was already here for 3 weeks & I have been working for 1 month already.
Kinda miss her when I got home today. No more seeing her sitting on the blue sofa, watching Taiwan soap drama with my mum. The next time I'll see her will be with her little baby. ^0^
Anyway, I'm glad to know that she has reached home safely after such a long flight.
So far so good on my work. Maybe it's only 1 month or maybe my job doesn't have the stress or maybe it's because there's a motivator, I have yet to experience the "dragging myself to work" feeling. Though I am not doing anything important but up till now, everyone in my department is happy with my progress.
I'm really glad that I'm kinda useful but I'm yearning for more. I'm yearning for the sense of achievement which this job scope couldn't offer me (yet).
By the way, my company has achieved the JIPM award yesterday. When the auditing was carried out, it was such an eye opener. The auditor (Japanese) had a translator and a cameraman with him, it looked as though they were filming for a documentary film. I heard from my colleague that this award is really hard to achieve & not many companies in Singapore has achieved it.
Therefore, to celebrate this achievement, there'll be free lunch for everyone next week & I'm looking forward for it already! Yummy!!! That's what I like about MNC! It's NOT stingy to employees at all! You can see that too when you try to get stationery from the person-in-charge.
I got what I wanted INSTANTLY.
My motivator was on leave today... but the scenes where he kept stumbling near me filled up my dazing time at work. LOL !
Yes, not once but quite a few times over this 1 month & it happened twice yesterday. First time was when his hand knocked onto my partition *OUCH* while walking & second time was when he accidentally tripped onto something & almost fell down.
I find it so interesting to see a mature man who held such a high position in the company being so careless in his daily life!
He's still a human after all.
“Eagles: When they walk, they stumble. They are not what one would call graceful. They are not designed to walk. They fly. And when they fly, oh, how they fly, so free, so graceful. They see from the sky what we never see.”
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Big Brother's Big Day!!!
This is the area where the ceremony was held.
This is my beautiful sister-in-law. ^^
I really love the view! Everyone too!
So sweet huh? After exchanging their rings, they exchanged gaze too!
Finally two new members are added to our Family Chart!
Yes, it's two.
You must have forgotten the little baby in my sister's womb, didn't you?
Our sister-in-law & us.
Happy Bride & Bridegroom live happily ever after.
"A wedding is a ceremony at which two persons undertake to become one, one undertakes to become nothing, and nothing undertakes to become supportable." ~ Ambrose Bierce
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Work & Play
Am getting closer with my colleagues each day & having fun at my workplace so far. My manager & senior are trying means to make me stay longer. My manager even suggested in helping me to look out for eligible man over there to attract me to stay. Ha ha.
Getting to see my motivator everyday is one of the reasons that motivate me to go to work. He is an extremely charming charismatic mature man. It's so hard for me not to search & secretly peek at him! Hee hee...
Haven't have the courage to speak to him for the past weeks though we knew each other existence. I wonder did he discovered that I was always peeking at him coz finally, he spoke to me today! He asked for my name & I was surprised! My mind went blank for a few seconds & he thought I was hesitating so he asked me not to worry coz it was meant for good thing. Ha ha I didn't know he can be so humorous.
Anyway, don't misunderstood. He's not a young man though he looks young for his age & I believe he's married too.
By the way, my sister & brother are back to Singapore for my brother's solemnisation ceremony. It's nice for the family to catch up & have fun together again (if Ian is here too, the family puzzle will be completed).
The solemenisation ceremony was successfully completed though there was some minor hiccups along the way.
Will try to upload the photos tomorrow or the day after.
Got to catch my beauty sleep! Need energy to peek tomorrow!
Just kidding lah, need energy to analyse defect causes actually. They knew I have engineering knowledge so they are trying to make me learn as much & as fast as I could to help to take over some burdens from the QA Inspector while actually I'm only an adminstrator!
I'm under paid then, aren't I?
"What families have in common the world around is that they are the place where people learn who they are and how to be that way."~ Jean Illsley Clarke
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
ECO- day
I was involved in the tree planting session. It was fun!
The company was generous. Beside giving us free gifts (a recycled paper bag, notebook & a pot of plant), we were entitled to free lunch as well.
The company has more than 500 employees!!!
It is really different working in MNC compared to a local company which I used to work.
Oh... by the way, the woman (see previous post) treated me extremely nice these two days! She took me to take my uniforms, helped me to get my laptop (which I can bring it home too!) & network setup, taught me how to do my work, brought me for lunch, introduced me to new colleagues etc.
I guess....
I misunderstood her in the first place! :p
She's a nice woman actually. :p cos she really helped me a lot when I was trying to settle down in a new environment.
“It is good to realize that if love and peace can prevail on earth, and if we can teach our children to honour nature's gifts, the joys and beauties of the outdoors will be here forever.” ~ Jimmy Carter
Sunday, September 23, 2007
I got a temporary job!
It doesn't pay a lot but it has a very flexible notice period.
The Assistant HR manager knew I'm still looking for a permanent position so she allows me to quit with a minimum of 2-3 days notice period.
I went for the interview & briefing on Friday & I like the cafeteria where I can get my lunch for $1 & packet drink for $0.20 only!!!
It's really great that I can earn money without spending too much for my meal. ^^
When I was about to leave after my briefing was over, a woman asked me whether I knew my way back to the reception to give back my visitor pass. I thought I could still roughly remember the way but she insisted showing the way as she was going for her lunch as well.
In my heart, I thought, "How nice of her!"
I was so WRONG!!!
She led me to the entrance of the cafeteria & asked me to pass through another building to get to the reception. I trusted her, thinking that it might be a shorter route cos I remembered passing through the cafeteria to get to the reception.
When I get to the building, my sixth sense told me something was wrong. So I asked a lady while she walked past me for the direction & she told me that the only route to get to the reception is to pass through the cafeteria as the 2 buildings are not connected!!!
Isn't that woman a bitch?!!!
She obviously knew the route but she purposely misled me!!!
So pissed off even when I'm thinking about it now & I still have to see her tomorrow.
Was told to offer to help her with her work if I'm done with my own stuff, but I guess I WON'T. I decided to do my work VERY slowly tomorrow & helping her is not part of my job anyway!!!
One good news is that she's leaving in a week time. Hurray!!!
No more facing this evil bitch!
No point having a pretty face with an evil heart!!!!
“An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind."
Monday, September 17, 2007
Decison Making
One of the major activities in our life is constantly making decisions.
Good decisions will lead to happy ending & bad decisions can ruin the whole life from that point on.
The process of decision making is really torturing. It feels like playing tug war internally.
Weighing the pros & cons do help in rational decision making but on the other end there's always another invisible force that just doesn't wish to let go.
No winner yet but it's going to tear my mind apart.
Which side will be the winner of the tug war eventually?
I have yet to know.
“Don't you ever wonder maybe if you took a left turn instead of a right you could be someone different?”
Saturday, September 15, 2007
To be or not to be, that is the question
One of the main reasons is I didn't get any reply from the companies which I wanted to work in.
So they asked me to lower my expectations, like getting a lower pay or position to gain experience first.
I don't think I'm requesting an absurd salary. It sounds absolutely reasonable to me. However, if the company is the one I really wanted to enter or the position has good prospect, I don't mind lowering it further.
Really! I'm not choosy. I just don't want to be easy.
I don't want to work because I'm oblige to work. Dragging myself to work doesn't benefit both parties.
The same thing applies to my relationship too.
I don't want to get into a relationship just because everyone has.
It's my lifetime happiness, isn't it?
“If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is compromise.”~ Robert Fritz
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Walmart & Baby Jo
"Always Low Prices"
How I wish Singapore has Walmart too.
Anyway, I was browsing its items & the baby's corner caught my attention. ^^
Found a few items for Carol as reference & the nearest Walmart store from Carol is only 3.21 miles away! Not that far away huh!
I have chosen three items which I quite like for Baby Jo & they are reasonably priced too.
Each item is not over USD 100 so should be quite affordable huh.
Of course there are more expensive ones if you are willing to pay more.
Ok firstly is the baby crib.

Same as above but in another colour.
This one is slightly more expensive (USD 99.88)
Ha ha only a dollar difference actually.

Haha The colour looks so sweet too huh!
Of course, it's a cost saving item too!
It can serve from infancy through toddler years. (USD 39.84)
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Who is scarier?
My friends used to ask me whether I'm scare of ghosts whenever I bring my Happie for late night walk.
I don't.
I'm more afraid of meeting man with evil thoughts.
I'm experiencing Home Alone situation tonight & it is so scary coz I keep hearing strange noises in the living room.
I heard human footsteps & sounds of someone turning the door lock. Worst of all, my dog was barking at the main door fiercely just now! He only do that when there's people outside!!!
I immediately locked all my windows in the house & also locked myself in my room!!!
I don't care whether there is thief or whoever in the living room anymore.... Steal whatever you want!!! I'm too scare to go out!
When will dawn arrives?
Ghosts are not that scary anymore huh! Don't you think so?
“Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared.” ~ Edward Vernon Rickenbacker
Monday, September 03, 2007
Convocation
It was really nice & fun meeting my classmates again after several months.
The whole convocation was such an invaluable experience.
My classmates & I were always looking forward for this day to come whenever we saw others having their convocation in school.
Finally it was our turn.
That piece of certificate is my hard earned money & efforts for the past 3 years!
Like my sis said, that paper will provides me with opportunities.
I really hope so coz I didn't manage to do very well.
As usual, I always regretted.
We miss Yujia!!! It wasn't complete without you!!!
“A graduation ceremony is an event where the commencement speaker tells thousands of students dressed in identical caps and gowns that 'individuality' is the key to success.”~ Robert Purvis
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Bad student
It might be I'm stupid & lazy coz I never ever work hard enough.
My neighbour came to me with this question:
What is the equibrilium temperature when 40 degree celsius water is added to 100 degree celsius water?
*Blank*
I didn't even know what formula to use.
Primary 6's science.
He asked:" Aren't you an university student?"
I replied, "I didn't study science in university!" I was still kinda embarrassed.
After flipping through my O'level physics book, I saw this chapter "Metal". I didn't even remember I ever studied Metal in secondary school. If so, why didn't I remember a single thing when studying about metal in poly?
Anyway, still have no clue how to get the answer & my neighbour gave up waiting for my answer too.
“Never utter these words: 'I do not know this, therefore it is false.' One must study to know; know to understand; understand to judge.”
Monday, August 27, 2007
薔薔の歌
This song was written & sang by Ella for her beloved 薔薔 who died recently...
Touching!!! So Sad!!! T.T
然后给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧
在梦里遨游
好狗狗 好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你并没有离开我
只搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢
快快找到天使
在天堂给我(们)保佑
蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中

Happie .... you must live long long huh! *Sobs*
“He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.”
Monday, August 20, 2007
From the other part of the Earth
A surprise which I never thought of.

All the way from USA, Yellowstone National Park.

I'm so touched T.T even though this Birthday card arrived slightly later.
Late is better than none. It's the sincerity that counts. ^^
Till now, I still cherish & keep all the greeting cards that I had received, including the one from Partyworld. Ha ha...
Anyway, THANKS YUJIA for the lovely card! Love ya! Miss ya too!!!
P.S. Don't forget about Koji & Hojito's photo huh & I'll take back my words about Eric..... for the time being...
“A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.”
Saturday, August 18, 2007
One of my Fav site
http://www.style-arena.jp/index_e.htm
I love to see the way they dressed.
However, if we see people dressing up like them in town, people will stared at them as if they are monsters!
That's how conservative Singapore is.
That includes me too! :P
"A conservative is a man with two perfectly good legs who, however, has never learned to walk forward." ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Poisoned.... or addicted
Spent several days to watch all the talk shows he was in & he was really really impressive!
He was able to remember the scores & the lyrics of the songs which others had requested to hear from him.
They were all requested on the spot! He didn't know what he was gonna sing that day.
IMPRESSIVE!!!
Most importantly is that he sang them all VERY well!!!
I'm Sooooooo addicted to his talent!!!
One of the talk shows he went (Part 1)
This is the best combination to sing for this song, 背叛. No one can sing better than them!
Talented people really do make a difference!!!
“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”
Clockwise or Anti Clockwise?
Is she spinning clockwise or anti-clockwise?
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Some people can only see one direction but most people can see both.
However, if you are able to make her spin both directions then you should also be able to make her spin the direction whenever you want by using your brain to activate....
Hee hee........
I DID! *Relieved*
“I just found out that the brain is like a computer. If that's true, then there really aren't any stupid people. Just people running DOS.”
Left or Right Brain
Left?
or
Right?
Therefore, I did several test to find out....
& the results showed that I'm a....
TEST 1
| Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz | |
| The higher of these two numbers below indicates which side of your brain has dominance in your life. Realising your right brain/left brain tendancy will help you interact with and to understand others. |
| Left Brain Dominance: | |
| Right Brain Dominance: |
TEST 2
According to the Hemispheric Dominance test, you use your right brain the most.
Type of Cognitive Processing | Brief Description |
| Holisitc | Processing information from whole to part; sees the big picture first, not the details. |
| Random | Processing information with out priority, jumps form one task to another. |
| Concrete | Processes things that can be seen , or touched - real objects. |
| Intuitive | Processes information based on whether or not it feels right know answer but not sure how it was derived. |
| Nonverbal | Processes thought as illustrations. |
| Fantasy-Oriented | Processes information with creativity; less focus on rules and regulations |
TEST 3
Brain Dominance Graphic:
| 13 | ||
| 12 | ||
| 11 | ||
| 10 | ||
| 9 | ||
| 8 | ||
| 7 | ||
| 6 | ||
| 5 | ||
| 4 | ||
| 3 | ||
| 2 | ||
| 1 | ||
| left hemisphere | right hemisphere |
You are right brain dominant:
Start with the training to balance brain halves and activate the left cerebral hemisphere.
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Conclusion: I might be a right brainer.
Seems like I really need training to activate my left cerebral hemisphere so as to balance my brain dominance.
| Left Brain | Right Brain | |
| Logical Sequential Rational Analytical Objective Looks at parts | Random Intuitive Holistic Synthesizing Subjective Looks at wholes |
“Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking” ~ Albert Einstein
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Birthday Celebration @ MOS
I went there last year too ... haha
Anyway, thanks girls! ^^
“The secret to staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age.” ~ Lucille Ball
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Can't help falling in love with his voice
His hairstyle was kinda weird haha but his new hairstyle now looks so good on him.
I personally think that 蕭敬騰 is much much more better than 楊宗緯.
His unique voice is so attractive & powerful... oh! It's addictive too!!!
His new hairstyle is nice right? I think he sang this song much cuter than Gary.
Did you realise he really loves to sing Gary's songs?
Sigh~ Singapore singing contest level seems very low after watching Taiwan singing contest. They are all mostly reaching professional level!
蕭敬騰 is definitely already at professional level!
“Great things are accomplished by talented people who believe they will accomplish them.” ~ Warren G. Bennis
Saturday, August 11, 2007
26歳になりました。。。
悲しいね!は~は~!
昨日は友達と十四人でMOSへ行きました。
後で 夕食を食べに行きました。
本当に疲れました。
しかし、皆。。。昨日はありがとう ございました。
眠い。。。。。
じゃあ またね。
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Handle conflicts
Shouldn't stayed toooooo long at home... sigh*
Conflicts are really hard to avoid if you know the temper of my parents.
I need a JOB!!!
“When one ceases from conflict, whether because he has won, because he has lost, or because he cares no more for the game, the virtue passes out of him.” ~ Charles Horton Cooley
Last minute...as usual
No chance to fax them & dad refused to help me...
SELFISH!!!!
Tomorrow will be the last day to send the letters out in order to reach them in time.
No. of Guests - 0
Kinda sad huh...
"Graduation is not the end, it's the beginning."
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Wish me luck!
Next Monday....
Waited for soooo long.....finally....
Pray hard for me that everything will pass smoothly!
Yippeeeeeee......
Anymore to come?
"Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life." ~ Confucius
Sunday, July 01, 2007
うずまき ナルト 君
Sudden urge to start drawing again & took about an hour plus to finish one of my favourite anime, 「ナルト」 (Naruto)。


「うずまき ナルト 君」
(Uzumaki Naruto kun)
Dattebayo!!!!
By the way, Happy 7th Anniversary, Carol & Ian!!!
“Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.” ~ John W. Gardner
Saturday, June 30, 2007
The Story of Ugly Duckling

Clay Aiken!!! (2003)
I watched only a few episodes of that season so I didn't know he looked SO nerdy in the past!
This was the Clay Aiken I saw when he was competing in the American Idol.... He was so different!
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and now he is sooooo GORGEOUS!!!!!!

Doesn't he look like the models in magazine?

Hard to believe that he used to look so nerdy in the past huh...
So nerdy guys, don't be despair!
“Everyone is like a butterfly, they start out ugly and awkward and then morph into beautiful graceful butterflies that everyone loves.”~ Drew Barr
Friday, June 22, 2007
I'm back
Anyway, had a busy day today. Met up with Xian to collect our SM assignment & we went to ktv after that hee hee... yes just the 2 of us. But don't know why somehow I was not in good form today, haha cos I kept getting the key wrong & the songs sounded awful! Or maybe I do sound like that all the time & I only realised it today!?
After ktv session, I went straight to see Baby Cruz. Oh gosh! He is sooo adorable! He looked so fragile that I didn't dare to carry him till Gin forced me to ...
Baby Cruz was so calm but I was so scared *faint*
Being a mother is indeed tough! I saw how Gin's mum (Baby Cruz's grandmum) cleaned his poo poo........ I almost fainted standing beside her cos his poo poo was really smelly!!!
Tough job.... I can't clean poo poo... I think I will vomit before I finish cleaning.... better think twice now..... hmmmm......
Lastly, just for sharing for those who didn't know. I'm impressed by Japanese innovative capabilities! Hitachi Inc. has come out with a thinking hat that can move things just by THINKING! It's so perfect for a lazy bum like me!
It works by analysing slight changes in the brain's blood flow and translates brain motion into electric signals.
Impressed?
I AM!!! So far I can only see that in cartoons & movies.
“Innovation is not the product of logical thought, although the result is tied to logical structure.”~ Albert Einstein
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Miss Happie
She must be sad too.... *sobs* *sobs*
“Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love”
Sunday, June 03, 2007
"Happy-go-lucky"
The temporary home is quite shabby & hopefully they can bear with it for 10 days. I felt quite guilty for leaving them in such a shabby environment. *sad*
Hopefully I can make up for it by buying their favourite snacks. Most of all, I pray that the A.B.N wouldn't eat them up!!!! I'll kill them if they dare!
“Each venture is a new beginning, a raid on the inarticulate with shabby equipment always deteriorating in the general mess of imprecision of feeling.” ~ T.S. Eliot
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Shanghai here I come....
By the way, I will be going to Shanghai-Suzhou next week with my parents & the whole trip will be sponsored by my brother. ^-^ Yipppeeeeeeeee! My sis wanted to go too but she couldn't bear to leave my brother-in-law alone at home. Hopefully, we can go together next time.
Happie & Luckie will be taken care by my dad's colleague so hopefully they are still in one piece when I come back. *Pray hard*
If I know earlier that I'll be going to Shanghai, I'll buy ticket to Show's first selling concert in Shanghai. So coincidentally that he'll be holding his concert in Shanghai on the 9th where I will reach on the 8th but his concert tickets are hot selling & there's no more left. *sad*
So excited about my trip!!! Hopefully I can meet Asuka too. ^-^
- "The true traveler is he who goes on foot, and even then, he sits down a lot of the time." ~ Colette
Monday, May 21, 2007
jobs jobs jobs
I wanna go Japan so I'm afraid that I won't be able to get leave if I got myself a permanent job but those short term contract jobs' salary are really pathetic! $5.50-$9 per hour, how to live with that pathetic pay?
Sigh sigh sigh & if I couldn't find job in Nov after the Japan trip, how?????
So many uncertainties yet I really wanna go.....
“We realize our dilemma goes deeper than shortage of time; it is basically a problem of priorities. We confess, We have left undone those things that ought to have done; and we have done those things which we ought not to have done.” ~ Charles E. Hummel
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Mother's Day cum Chalet Day
Met up with my friends to do last minute shopping for the rest of the food and required stuffs for the bbq. It was fun doing grocery shopping. After that we headed straight to our chalet, without Char....
YJ, CX & me (Michiy was sleeping in the room) were so busy setting up all the bbq things & it was such an achievement that we started the fire on our own for the very first time & it was a success!!! Conclusion is that we can still do it without men's help! Girls Power!!!!
I ate A LOT lor
Michiy was finally awake hahaha
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Exams over..Chalet coming...
I didn't manage to finish all the three papers. I think my speed of writing has deteriorated!!!
Anyway, after exam we went to Sakae Sushi to celebrate the end of our exams and also to gather together before YJ & Michiy go to U.S.
It was such an exhausting day but fun and we are all looking forward for our chalet now... the chalet is only for awesomefive! Yeah!!!
Tomorrow is Mother's day. Don't forget to buy present or celebrate with her huh!
Due to my tight budget, hee hee I only bought a lipstick for her. I know it's nothing expensive, it's the thought that counts!
I can rest now. ^-^
“No gift to your mother can ever equal her gift to you - life”
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Sobs Sobs
Dear God please send me somebody who will care!
I'm tired of running, I'm sick with despair. My body is aching, racked with pain.
Dear God I pray as I run in the rain, that someone will love me and give me a home; a warm cozy bed I can call my own.
My last owner neglected me and chased me away, to rummage in garbage and live as a stray. But now I'm tired and hungry and cold,
and I'm truly afraid I'll never grow old.
They've chased me with sticks and hit me with stones, while I run in the streets just looking for bones! I'm not really bad God, please help if you can, for I have become just a victim of man.
I'm wormy Dear God and I'm ridden with fleas, and all that I want is an owner to please. If you find one for me God I'll try to be good. I won't run away and I'll do as I should. I don't think I'll make it too long on my own, cause I'm getting so weak and I'm so all alone.
Each night as I sleep in the bushes I cry, cause I'm so afraid God that I'm gonna die. And I've got so much love and devotion to give,
that I should be given a new chance to live!
So Dear God, please answer my prayer,
and send me to someone who will really care!
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Ability to learn from mistake
Think.....
Correct Answer
Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe and close the door.
This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.
Q2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?
Think again....
Wrong Answer:
Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant and close the refrigerator.
Correct Answer:
Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door.
This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your actions.






























