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I brought my work home but later on, I decided not to think about work during this weekend.

Therefore, I decided to catch up those movies which I wanted to watch but didn't.

I simply love movie marathon.

I spent my weekend watching......

"Journey to the center of the earth",

"Eight Below" (as usual, I always cry when watching dogs movie.... poor old Jack *sobs*) &

" The Shaggy Dog" (However, I didn't cry for this, it was funny)

Had went to my malay friend's wedding as well.

The food was better than I expected but not the dessert though.

Me & Karen

Pretty couple & us

I have finished packing my bag just like a child preparing for a new school term.

New people and new environment awaiting.

Have to turn my body clock to Singapore's timing from today onwards.

“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.”~ Seneca

I wrote their names on the footprints they left behind.

Although..

None of them accompany me through.

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.”

We ended our conversation that day.

I cannot remember when was the previous time he chatted with me so nicely.

We used to end our conversation arguing.

Maybe both of us have matured.

Or maybe it was only that day.

I miss calling him & waiting for his calls.

I miss the time we used to spend chatting on the phone almost everyday, chatting anything under the sun.

He told me about his soccer, his friends, his motorbike, his dog, his family etc.

I told him about my friends, my family, my crushes, my job etc.

I miss the time we used to spend together working part time in the same company after school.

He waited for me to close my counter to eat lunch with him & I waited for him to clear his stuff before lunch.

I told him that one of my colleagues looked cute & he said just so so only.

He asked me to help him with his earrings during lunch cos he didn't know how to do it himself.

He said I was so rough towards him & I ever told him that he was not a bit romantic at all.

We both denied.

We are friends for 10 years this year.

Friends from the start, till now & forever.

Nothing more.

Maybe there was but I gave that up cos I cherished his friendship more than anything else I wanted.

Coz....

He was the only person that I cried to when I have problems with my friends &

He was the only person that scolded me stupid cos I didn't listen to him that the guy I dated was a jerk.

“Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.” ~ Elie Wiesel

I always talk back to her...

scold her for the things she has done...

never help her...

ignore her...

when I couldn't get in touch with her...

I regretted so much for whatever I ever did.

At least I know she's safe & sound now...

or else I'm the biggest sinner in the world.

Getting out of Singapore tomorrow for a break...

I'm so tired today.

“Her love is peace. It need not be acquired, it need not be deserved.”~ Erich Fromm

I used to have the thought of having my first trip to Japan to be my Honeymoon plan.

However, I had dropped that thought & decided to go Japan with my buddies instead.

Today, another Honeymoon destination popped into my mind.

Shhhh... It's a secret.

I'm not gonna tell you where until I'm ready to go.

However, it's gonna be expensive & I'm gonna save up now.

"Cross fingers"

“Happiness consists of living each day as if it were the first day of your honeymoon and the last day of your vacation”

I was supposed to go KTV after my badminton & jogging sessions today.

Luckily we changed our plan.

If not, we would have missed the chance to "pass by" the circuit, hear the sound & see the race cars LIVE which totally made us super excited.

The sound of the race cars was so loud that it almost burst my eardrums & it is still lingering in my head now!

COOL!!!

"If everything seems under control, you're just not going fast enough."~ Mario Andretti

1. It is important that a man helps you around the house & has a job.

2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.

3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.

4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.

5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

“When a man opens a car door for his wife, it's either a new car or a new wife.”

When reading a storybook, I always try my best not to flip to the end.

Although I'm always curious to know the ending but it will make me lose interest in reading what's going on in between.

If my life is a story, likewise, I wouldn't wanna know my ending but I'm really curious how the plot will be like for the next chapter.

By the way, who is the author of my story?

God?

or

me?

If I'm the author then why couldn't I control the plots of my story?

So, will the mysterious author be kind enough to give me a wonderful ending?

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” ~ Maria Robinson

I love to look at the moon & stars while walking Happie as it always give me a very wonderful feeling.

I don't think many people (maybe in Singapore) care & bother to admire the lovely night sky.

Anyway, I was walking Happie yesterday & happened to see how nice the moon was so I decided to take a picture of it.

The picture turned out nicer than I expected & glad that Happie was quietly sitting down waiting for me to take this picture.


Saw the star beside the moon?

I saw it today again after my class while walking to the bus stop & my classmate said it was not a star, it was the satellite.

Hmmm....

It looks like a star to me.

I wonder will my sis be able to see the star/satellite in US & my bro be able to see that too in China....

It's so amazing that though we are all far apart but we are still seeing the same moon every night.

“To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest”

I'm still keeping them... everything.

Will slowly one by one delete them &

当全部都删除了以后。。。一切就真的结束了。

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”~ Gloria Naylor

Today is my last day of work.

Hate to leave my nice & lovely colleagues.

Couldn't find any better colleagues in other companies like them at the moment.

No politics, no selfishness & standing on the same side against boss. Haha...

Most of all I feel so bad towards my senior, didn't really wanna leave her almost alone in the battle.

However, I know clearly that I HAVE to leave.

Last minute cleared all my rubbish & packed my stuffs.

Looking at my clean table... suddenly I feel kinda lonely & had the thought of staying on which the feeling I couldn't really explain.

It's like..the place is so familiar to me which feel like my second home yet sometimes hate to go & when realised I won't be coming back..it's kinda sad.

Definitely I'm gonna miss my table, my work, my colleagues & my boss.

Leaving behind all the stress & bad memories, I felt so light yet so empty.

“Everything you want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything.”~ Harry Browne

30th June, a very amazing day.

So many things happened today!


One of my colleagues who I always like to chat with left the company today.

I got to know a new friend who loves dog as much as I do & he lives very very near me!

I chatted for very long on the phone with a supplier who I barely know & he gave me a lot of his personal advices.

I finally chatted with another supplier who I see almost everyday for the past 5 months plus but never talk a single word before.

A guy who used to go to the same religious place as me popped up in front of me & asked if I still remember him! I didn't know he is one of my supplier too! So coincidence!

Added a new friend into my MSN list. She is my supplier too!

Chatted with one of my old school mates who I didn't chat with for very long & he threw one big bomb at me to share his happiness.

Chatted with a friend & just when I was so disappointed with his tactless remarks,

he said the final sentence to make everything sound..........

sweet.

However, I can no longer judge how true it is anymore.

Suddenly, I realised my world is revolving so much around the people at my work.

.

.

難過 我哭 是因為我的手找不到你說的 以後

“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.” Bob Moawad

Was thinking on the bus, if a Genie came to me & gave me one wish to be granted no matter what it is, what will it be?

I thought for more than half an hour & came up with these:

" I wish I have three wishes that will be granted no matter what they are."

Hee hee. Of course this wish will be granted & I can think of three more.

"First, I want to have the ability to read the minds of any people & animals I want to read."

"Secondly, I want to have the ability to turn back time."

"Lastly, I want to have the ability to heal illnesses."

Hmmmm.... I wonder can I just sum these three up just by wishing that I can do whatever I want, then I will have two more wishes.

Anyway, nothing better to do & to be more practical, I came up with a short wish list for this year which can only be fulfilled by myself. Haven't met any genie yet.

Hee hee.

• A new job
  
• A new desktop
• A new pair of spectacle
  
• A new hairstyle & colour
• A new wardrobe of clothes
• My first manicure
  
• A trip to Hong Kong, Taiwan or Japan (depending on my financial status)
• Finally, a positive health report

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes...

A dream is a wish your heart makes...

You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true

No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true

“I will not wish thee riches nor the glow of greatness, but that wherever thou go, some weary heart shall gladden at thy smile, or shadowed life know sunshine for awhile. And so thy path shall be a track of light, like angels' footsteps passing throug”

Maybe God wanna train me to be stronger by making me learn to face realities all by myself.

Yes, alone.

Career.

Relationship.

Family.

They all come to me at the same phase.

They are testing my endurance too.

Getting tired...... I need a place to do what I wanna do now.

“Women are never stronger than when they arm themselves with their weaknesses” ~ Madame Marie du Deffand

Wednesday: Met up with the Simmies Awesomefive short of one. I was tired after a busy day at work but I Miss them soooo much & we had so much so much to catch up with one another.

The simmies

A tired me.

Thursday: Slept at 3am the previous night & I totally forgot that I had to study for my Japanese test! Anyway, my last minute study did help a little. Totally K.O. on my way back home on the bus after my Japanese class.

Friday: Knitting class & after that met up with my buddies for a drink & had a long chat with them in a quiet park till 2am! We hardly do that after we all started working & really happy to have them around when I needed them the most.

Saturday: Woke up around 9.30am & went for my all time favourite ~ KTV! Sang straight for 6-1/2hrs! ^^
On the train back home, I suddenly miss Kai Kai.
I miss hugging him, miss his smell, his cries & his singing.... have to endure for another four more days.

Sunday: My buddy's birthday! Will be going out tomorrow to celebrate with her. ^^

I'm so sleepy now ~

“Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime and too sleepy to worry at night.”

History repeats again.

I never learn my lesson.

I thought he's different from him &

I thought I found someone who cherished me more than anyone else.

Yah.. I know they are all "I thought" only.

Actually, they are exactly the same.

Met through the same medium

Went to the same place

& they ran away using the same way too.

But.. this time it hurts more.

For once, I followed my heart irrationally.

I thought this time finding out why will lighten the weight but I didn't know the stone had cut me.

Ok... Don't ask me anymore.

“Love is I know not what, which comes from I know not where and finishes I know not how.”

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信

为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续

你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信

为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续

你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没有那麼聪明

你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静 不去理

你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静
静静 是再也不去理

“Love is being stupid together.”~ Paul Valery