30th June, a very amazing day.
So many things happened today!
One of my colleagues who I always like to chat with left the company today.
I got to know a new friend who loves dog as much as I do & he lives very very near me!
I chatted for very long on the phone with a supplier who I barely know & he gave me a lot of his personal advices.
I finally chatted with another supplier who I see almost everyday for the past 5 months plus but never talk a single word before.
A guy who used to go to the same religious place as me popped up in front of me & asked if I still remember him! I didn't know he is one of my supplier too! So coincidence!
Added a new friend into my MSN list. She is my supplier too!
Chatted with one of my old school mates who I didn't chat with for very long & he threw one big bomb at me to share his happiness.
Chatted with a friend & just when I was so disappointed with his tactless remarks,
he said the final sentence to make everything sound..........
sweet.
However, I can no longer judge how true it is anymore.
Suddenly, I realised my world is revolving so much around the people at my work.
.
.
難過 我哭 是因為我的手找不到你說的 以後
“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.”
Bob Moawad
Was thinking on the bus, if a Genie came to me & gave me one wish to be granted no matter what it is, what will it be?
I thought for more than half an hour & came up with these:
" I wish I have three wishes that will be granted no matter what they are."
Hee hee. Of course this wish will be granted & I can think of three more.
"First, I want to have the ability to read the minds of any people & animals I want to read."
"Secondly, I want to have the ability to turn back time."
"Lastly, I want to have the ability to heal illnesses."
Hmmmm.... I wonder can I just sum these three up just by wishing that I can do whatever I want, then I will have two more wishes.
Anyway, nothing better to do & to be more practical, I came up with a short wish list for this year which can only be fulfilled by myself. Haven't met any genie yet.
Hee hee.
- A new job
- A new desktop
- A new pair of spectacle
- A new hairstyle & colour
- A new wardrobe of clothes
- My first manicure
- A trip to Hong Kong, Taiwan or Japan (depending on my financial status)
- Finally, a positive health report
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come true
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
“I will not wish thee riches nor the glow of greatness, but that wherever thou go, some weary heart shall gladden at thy smile, or shadowed life know sunshine for awhile. And so thy path shall be a track of light, like angels' footsteps passing throug”
Maybe God wanna train me to be stronger by making me learn to face realities all by myself.
Yes, alone.
Career.
Relationship.
Family.
They all come to me at the same phase.
They are testing my endurance too.
Getting tired...... I need a place to do what I wanna do now.
“Women are never stronger than when they arm themselves with their weaknesses” ~ Madame Marie du Deffand
Wednesday: Met up with the Simmies Awesomefive short of one. I was tired after a busy day at work but I Miss them soooo much & we had so much so much to catch up with one another.
The simmies
A tired me.Friday: Knitting class & after that met up with my buddies for a drink & had a long chat with them in a quiet park till 2am! We hardly do that after we all started working & really happy to have them around when I needed them the most.
Saturday: Woke up around 9.30am & went for my all time favourite ~ KTV! Sang straight for 6-1/2hrs! ^^
On the train back home, I suddenly miss Kai Kai.
I miss hugging him, miss his smell, his cries & his singing.... have to endure for another four more days.
Sunday: My buddy's birthday! Will be going out tomorrow to celebrate with her. ^^
I'm so sleepy now ~
“Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime and too sleepy to worry at night.”
History repeats again.
I never learn my lesson.
I thought he's different from him &
I thought I found someone who cherished me more than anyone else.
Yah.. I know they are all "I thought" only.
Actually, they are exactly the same.
Met through the same medium
Went to the same place
& they ran away using the same way too.
But.. this time it hurts more.
For once, I followed my heart irrationally.
I thought this time finding out why will lighten the weight but I didn't know the stone had cut me.
Ok... Don't ask me anymore.
“Love is I know not what, which comes from I know not where and finishes I know not how.”
你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没有那麼聪明
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静 不去理
你说的话 总那麼好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后 静静
静静 是再也不去理
“Love is being stupid together.”~ Paul Valery
Baby Kai-en is sooooo cute!!!
Can't get enough of him...his sleeping face is sooo adorable!!!
My Brother -in-law with BB Kai
Ah~ He's smiling ^^
What is he looking at? Hee heeCurious baby~
Hee hee ~ He's yawning~Time for bed~
The fence is slowly losing its defense.
Going deeper tends to make me lose myself.
It's straining me....
I saw the hateful me once again.
It's scary...
Oh my, I'm so tired
please return the peace I used to have back to me.
"The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall."
My nephew will be here in another five hours time!
So anxious to see him!!!
Dreamt of my sis & him yesterday... but not a good one cos my sis scolded me in that dream.
Haha...
Dreams & realities are opposite right?
LUCKY!
I knitted a pair of hats for my sis & BB Kai...
The colour is too bright... I know.
Hope they like them.
“The greatest gift you can give another is the purity of your attention.” ~ Richard Moss
