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Yesterday was my Japaneses term test & I know I did extremely badly coz I only started revising yesterday noon. However, yesterday I spent most of the time trying to figure out how to change from dictionary form to plain form which I'm supposed to know them well during elementary stage!!!

Yet I realised how ONLY yesterday! Sigh~~ It's always important to build a good foundation.

Went to school to study with michiy today.... I woke up late & so couldn't find any seat in the library & was left with no choice but to study at the bench where it was damn hot, noisy & SMELLY! So many people were smoking there even though the school does not allow people to smoke in school. I regretted so much for waking up late!!! ARGGGGGG..............

Sigh~~~ I REALLY hate the smell of cigarette! I hate it more when those smokers are so selfish! If you wish to kill yourself, go ahead! PLEASE don't affect me who choose not to smoke & wish to live longer!

It is so unfair! Active smokers have a choice whether to smoke or not but passive smokers don't have any choice unless we move away. BUT why is it not the active smokers who should move away?

How I wish someone can ban cigarette... what benefits does cigarette have? I really cannot understand even if you give me ten brains. SIGH~~~~

I get very irritated when I smell the smell of cigarette's smoke & I'm really sensitive to the smell even if you smoke three meters away from me. Please don't be surprise if you see my big reaction... I just wanna tell the inconsiderate & selfish active smokers how IRRITATED I am when you are being so inconsiderate towards people like me who enjoy breathing FRESH AIR!!!

This is michiy.

Michiy said we look like sisters today haha
but I think she looks better coz I look like an auntie going to the market. -_-"

"Thank you for Not Smoking. Cigarette smoke is the residue of your pleasure. It contaminates the air, pollutes my hair and clothes, not to mention my lungs. This takes place without my consent. I have a pleasure, also. I like a beer now and then. The residue of my pleasure is urine. Would you be annoyed if I stood on a chair and pissed on your head and your clothes without your consent?" ~ Sign from Ken's Magic Shop

After waiting for soooo long... my ktv session was fulfilled last Saturday!

My all time favourite PARTYWORLD!!!
I simply love its big screen!

My ktv khakis....

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Let you all have a peek at my little friend...................

little hand hee hee.....AH~~~~ so cute!!!

"Yesterday I was a dog. Today I'm a dog. Tomorrow I'll probably still be a dog. Sigh! There's so little hope for advancement." ~ Charles M. Schulz

There is a guest in my house today.

Will he be part of our family or not really depends...

Who is he?

Hmm.. he is a cute, handsome, obedient but smelly fellow.

My dad gave him the name Lucky and now we have Happie go Lucky over here!

Shall let you all see him after he bathe and make himself more handsome.. hee hee

Ah~~~ my Happie is jealous! Ha ha she's always my darling even Lucky is more obedient.

“No matter how little money and how few possessions you own, having a dog makes you rich”~Louis Sabin

There is such a song if you all still remember from The Lion King.

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking, step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done

Some say eat or be eaten
Some say live and let live
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give

(Chorus)
In the Circle of Life
It's the wheel of fortune
It's the leap of faith
It's the band of hope
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the Circle, the Circle of Life

Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars

There's far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high
Through the sapphire sky
Keeps the great and small on the endless round

(Chorus repeats)

On the path unwinding
In the Circle, the Circle of Life.

Finally, most of the school stuff are almost done. Can relax a little bit then have to face the final exam in few weeks time.

Got this website from michiy and it's fun. I used many photos (acceptable ones, ugly ones, with make up & without make up ones!) to test who I really look like so that it will be accurate.

The one who appeared the most is Aya Matsuura. Don't ask me, I also don't know who she is but at least she's quite pretty haha!!!

The 2nd person who appeared the most is one of my favourite Japanese actress, Matsushima Nanako! I'm so happy!

It is strange that it said I looked like Takuya Kimura! haha Karen & I love him! The strangest is it said I looked like Leslie Cheung, which parts do I look like him?!!


My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com.

















































"If two people were exactly alike, one of them would be unnecessary." ~ Larry Dixon

Finally, my inspiration came!

Wanna introduce mooie to everyone... & not forgetting his friends in MOO MOO FARM!

but so far only 1 friend is created, more to go!

Have a peek at mooie first... not completed yet! :P

Today is the day MOO MOO FARM FAMILY is born....

"To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong." ~ Joseph Chilton Pearce

Came across this english learning video.. it's soooo funny!




This is Japanese version. Isn't it funny!!! I got to admit that japanese are really creative. Ha ha


BUT..

I think Koreans are even funnier!!! HA HA




I couldn't stop laughing!!!

"Spare me my life!"

Finally!!! The most dreadful SM assignment is over!

I know I did a bad job as I didn't have enough time to go through it... errm..actually I have lah but I was slacking before that so serves me right!

I left 1 more project and 2 more tests then will be heading to exams...Ahhhhhhh....!!!!

From today till 9th April, I will be quite busy so friends, please pardon me if I can't go out with you all. Not exam time, it's assignments, tests and homeworks period.

I'm now cracking my brain on how to write a composition, title "Myself" in japanese & must use as much Kanji and those grammar taught in class as possible.

This type of title reminds me of the times in primary school. We used to write titles like 'Myself' , 'My Family', 'My Mother', 'My ambition' etc. Boring huh!

I feel so sleepy, luckily tomorrow is night class so can sleep till noon. *Yawn* that's the only benefit of being a student. Really!

OH..missed out my title! Hell & Heaven! Haha what does it means?

I was chatting with sensei in MSN just now & he told me he is having fun in Maldives.

I WAS ENVIOUS!

I told him I was in Singapore rushing my assignment like hell & he is enjoying himself in Maldives like heaven!

In Maldives!!! Where the sea is clear, crystal blue!!! It's simply Paradise!

"The mind is its own place and in itself, can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven." ~ John Milton

Oh no..... I'm terribly slow in my progress in my SM! I think I'm the slowest among my friends. Oh no... oh no...

Sigh.. too many distractions recently. Firstly, tv is the main culprit, secondly, Happie is one of the reason too and lastly, my new past time, monitoring and analysing the forex market.

I'm not trying to hedge, just trying to get the best deal of yen for my "Japan plan". SO DISTRACTING!!!

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"The ability to concentrate and to use time well is everything." ~ Lee Iacocca

I'm slowly finding difficulties in understanding the way people think and speak.

Got a phone call from my friend asking me out for coffee but I said I'm doing my work so don't feel like going out & quite tired after a long day in school & yoga session.

What is wrong with that?

But what I got back was " are you really that busy meh?"

What's wrong?!!! I really cannot understand... if I'm free and feel like going out..I WILL!

Why do I have to get back such a sarcastic remark?

I understand that it's really kind to ask me out & really deeply appreciate it but ... sigh*

maybe I'm sensitive but I don't do that to my friends...do I?

I apologise if I REALLY did that to u! Now I know it's not so understanding.

"I have learnt silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet strange, I am ungrateful to these teachers. "~ Kahlil Gibran

How I wish... in this world... nobody had created the thing call mobile phone.

Nobody will get blame for not answering the phone and not replying their messages.

I feel that I have lost my rights... cos I'm a criminal... & actually everyone is a criminal too...

for breaking the implied mobile law of " you must answer every single call and reply every single message."

Even the nicest person I think gave me a "sarcastic attitude" using words...what is wrong?

Maybe I had misinterpreted the "tone" of the message but the words used just didn't make me feel comfortable.

I'm pissed!

Isn't it nice without mobile phone? Won't get track down and won't get blame...

"Humanity is acquiring all the right technology for all the wrong reasons." ~ R. Buckminster Fuller

This story happened today....Female lead: ME!

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The time was 3.30pm...

Went shopping today...

Faced the most cruel, disastrous and inhuman fact.

I couldn't fit into size S anymore!!!

*LIGHTNING STRIKE*

I took all the S size pants to the fitting room &....&...&...I couldn't button/zip up!!!!

In the end, I was FORCED to bring M size in.......SOBS* SOBS*

& the worst part was...........................................................................

M size fits me well!!!

*LIGHTNING STRIKE* again.... (Kneeling down) SOBS* SOBS*

What happen to my New Year's resolution and why is my new jogging shoes still so new lying on the shoes rack over there? Why? Why? Why?

I really cannot accept the fact that S is leaving me!!! I miss you...S...Please come back to me....!!!!
I promised I will not see M again... Please...please...please.....

This is a true real life story.

It is such a great day to find the mail in the letter box which I have been waiting for months!

It is even greater when I saw the surprise in that mail...

I have passed my JLPT 4 !!!

With no teacher, no class and no lesson for entirely 1 year, I managed to pass the test with 73% compared to last year which I failed with a pathetic 57% and somemore, I had intensive lessons before the test. It is such a big surprise!

So happy! I can finally proceed with my JLPT 3 preparation.

It is such a great but sleepy day!

"A nice blend of prediction and surprise seem to be at the heart of the best art." ~ Wendy Carlos

Everything is not the same anymore...

Our perspectives are so different now...

I can feel the barrier...

I'm feeling kinda depressed that we aren't the same anymore, or maybe it is just only me...

I think I'm keeping the memories far too long...

14 years....

"Memories are beautiful but realities can shatter them"

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true



Oh gosh ~ how cute Fievel is.... I wanna hug him! ^^

Somewhere, there is someone who dreams of your smile,and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So when you are lonely, remember it's true, that somebody, somewhere, is thinking of you. ~ Unknown Author

China bridegroom dies with guests (adapted from BBC news)

"A bridegroom and 15 of his wedding guests have died after his vehicle plunged off a cliff in central China. It is not yet known whether the bride was one of the victims."

Isn't it sad? It was supposed to be a happy day for everyone.
Isn't it cruel if the wife was not one of the victims?

I was quite surprised to know the fact that...

"China has the deadliest roads in the world, according to the World Health Organisation (WHO).

Official estimates say 100,000 die on China's roads every year but the WHO says the road toll is double this figure. "

Are everything destined to happen? Are every paths that we take are pre-planned?

If we didn't take the path we are at now, where will we be? How different will our life be?

Maybe the persons that we will be crossing our paths with are pre-planned before even we are born... thus, we always say we are fated to meet..

“Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.”~ Marcus Aurelius

I went jogging today! My last jogging session was last year October!

I know I know... that was long ago.

I really admired my friends who can run long distance. To be honest, I was K.O. after I ran about 1.5km but I managed to finish 2km with the encouragement from my sis. Ha ha I admit I'm lousy!

So, I decided to buy a new running shoes & start training my stamina.

& I want Adidas one!!! Nice Nice!

I want to lose weight!!! I want to be in the slim catergory!!! I don't want to see my tummy anymore!!! I hate fats & cellulite!!!

By the way, I'm so happy to know that Wu Zun is my senior! *Grin*

“The only reason I would take up jogging is so that I could hear heavy breathing again.” ~ Erma Bombeck

I'm not a good patient.

I know I have sore throat but I still couldn't resist eating those junk food that will worsen my condition.

But it's really difficult to resist, you know...


This is chocolate mochi..doesn't it look delicious???


My sister bought it from Japan...Oishii !!!


I also couldn't resist my all time favourite pineapple tart!
It's from Bengawan Solo somemore...

By the way, I had durians too!!! Oh my!!!

Why did all the good food only appear when my throat is not feeling well?

“Temptation is like a knife, that may either cut the meat or the throat of a man; it may be his food or his poison, his exercise or his destruction” ~ John Owen

My room is so messy.

I can't make it neat & tidy.... no matter how I tidy.

How I wish I can bear to throw those things that I really don't need anymore...

I have too many things in my small little room & I 'm lost where to start packing now.

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I didn't manage to see my bright little star today cos it's cover by the dark clouds.

That star shines the brightest among the rest.

So have you stop & raise your head to see your star today?

“I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.” ~ Og Mandino

Will be attending 5 wedding dinners this year.

Many of my friends keep asking me when will it be my turn.

Stressed....

I'll leave everything to fate & chance... cos...

it's my lifetime happiness.

By the way, I'm sick again.

Getting weaker and weaker...& everyone around me are sick too.

Seriously lack of vitamin C... Sigh...

I hardly get sick when I was a bit younger.

*sobs*

“Women marry men hoping they will change. Men marry women hoping they will not. So each is inevitably disappointed.” ~ Albert Einstein

Love is really a hurting game.
There is no winner in the end of the game.
Both ended up losing, losing the one they once deeply love.

Everything starts with a decision and everything ends with a decision too.
There is no right or wrong & might not even have an answer in the end.

People still love to play this game even though they know they might end up losing. Some regretted but some are glad that they did.

Inspiration come from my friend & hope the rainbow of her game will appear soon. Couldn't decide which is better. What do you think?

思緒都是離開我的你
開口的是我 離開的是你

亂了思緒也亂了我的心
失去你是我的決定
心卻偷偷為你哭泣
告訴我這是錯誤的決定

不知不覺 心說服了我
我的錯誤決定傷透了心
原諒我的一時衝動
也原諒我曾經放棄你
因為我發現世上對我最好的人 是你

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你對我的好 我看不到
你對我的溫柔 我也感覺不到
盲的是我的心 傷的卻是你的心

再一次選擇 離開了你
那一次的決定 決定和你分離
虛脫了我的心 卻背叛了你的心

放棄你的我不停責怪自己
心裡腦海出現全部還是你
原諒我的一時衝動放棄你
這一次不再輕易的放開你
因為我最愛的人原來是你

"Love is just a game play by two persons, three is too much & one is not enough." ~ Casey Chan

This is my favourite song of the month.

the lyrics is kinda touching, sad but quite true.

Maybe it's because Gigi just fall out of love so she really sang it with emotions.

Don't you agree? Hope you all like it too. ^-^

"It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all." ~ Alfred, Lord Tennyson

What's my Happie looking at?


Peeping at guys? Ha ha...



Curious?



Wanna know?




She is looking at the beautiful sunset lah! Ha ha



Isn't it beautiful?



“Sunsets are so beautiful that they almost seem as if we were looking through the gates of Heaven.” ~ John Lubbock

At Raffles City today.

Stranger : Excuse me, do you know how to go Chinatown?

Me : -_-" (look around) errrm...I think you better take the train to Chinatown.

Stranger : or take a cab right? :s

Me : ya

Stranger : but can you tell me the direction to Chinatown?

Me : errrrm... I can't tell you the direction

Stranger : then is it very far from here?

Me : (I DON"T KNOW!!!!) I think it's better to take a train down, you can take the train over there...

Stranger : Thank you.

Me : ..........................................


SO EMBARRASSING!!!! I really forgot Chinatown is near Outram Park & the distance between City Hall & Outram Park is VERY NEAR.....

To be honest, I was busy looking for the bus stop which has my express bus....so that means I'm actually lost too...... -_-"

OH GRIEF!

“Maybe I'm lucky to be going so slowly, because I may be going in the wrong direction” ~ Ashleigh Brilliant

Dearest friends,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2007!!!

Times pass really fast. Before you realised it, another year has passed.

Cherish the moment now cos time really wait for no one...

My new year wishes for everyone:

May 2007 fills with joy, health, wealth, peace, harmony & good luck!!!

My new year resolution is to ....

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reduce my weights by at least 5kg!!!

Haha...that was my new year resolution for 2006 too!

Obviously, I didn't fulfill that, instead I gained more weights!

hahahahahahahahahahaha....................................

“An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves.” ~ Bill Vaughn

Photography is fun!

I had fun taking beautiful flowers at the Garden Festival which was held on 17th December 2006. I have selected some of the photos for you all to enjoy! Being an amateur, please pardon me if my photos are lousy. Hee hee...



“The fairest thing in nature, a flower, still has its roots in earth and manure.” ~D.H. Lawrence

Recently, have been watching this Japanese drama <1 リットルの涙> (1 litre of tear). Really wish to recommended this wonderful drama to everyone. It is a drama based on true story & it's so touching that I couldn't stop crying (T_T) & now my dustbin is full of tissues!

I guarantee that you won't regret spending about 11 hours (11 episodes) sitting there watching cos it's really a warmth hearted drama that shouldn't be missed & don't worry Japanese dramas aren't so draggy!

I'm gonna watch the 2nd time. Oh my! I simply love this drama! The soundtracks are nice too!

"現実があまりにも残酷で　きびしすぎて　夢さえ与えてくれない　将来を想像すると　また別の涙流れる"

Just had a long chat with an old friend. We were chatting on a very serious topic which made me think a lot & also reminded me that I am not young anymore.

We were chatting on our life so far & what we are thinking about our life in the future.

For we only live once & I realised we have different values.

He told me he prefers to have his life to be in a fast paced so that he won't regret when he look back. As for me, I told him I prefer to slow down once in a while to enjoy my life & spend time for myself.

Maybe to him by slowing down is a waste of time but I know that I don't want to live my life working all the time & when I look back, I regretted that I didn't slow down to appreciate my life & the things around me. Most importantly, to have time to think & reflect on many many stuffs when I never have the time to think.

He also told me: "You will only feel happiness after you experienced unhappiness."

True, I don't deny.

But, isn't happiness subjective? Everyone interpret their happiness differently.

Maybe my happiness is just to do what I want to do? Freedom? Maybe...

I told him, actually I'm not looking forward to graduate. I don't want to work, work & work. I want some time to do what I want to do & I know it can't be done when I start to work. However, I also realised that maybe somewhere in my heart....

I'm running away too....

"Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why." ~ Eddie Cantor

SO angry now!

Imagine you are eating your dinner halfway and someone clear away your food, how will you feel? & imagine you are sooooo hungry and you discover they didn't leave any rice for you, how will you feel?

That happened to me! & I'm burning with anger right now! Just tell me if you don't want me to eat at home! Don't treat me in this way!

I was happily eating yesterday & later left the plate with the rest of my food on the table while watching tv, intending to continue eating after that. Later I saw my mum put all those junk foods onto my plate!!!! I was so angry for not asking me whether I still want it or not! I was so angry that I just dashed back to my room and sleep, since she didn't want me to eat. FINE!

Today, when I wanted to get some rice for dinner from my last 1/2 meal since yesterday night, (can you imagine my how hungry I was?) there wasn't any more rice left for me! I was damn angry! My stupid brother ate 2 plates! He ate my share!

I decided not to eat at home tomorrow! Since they didn't want me to!

FINE FINE!!!!!! ARGGGGGG......................................................................

"A hungry man is an angry man!"